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    I'm finally having some success- my story

    Hi everyone-

    It's been a while since I posted last, but I feel like I have finally found some answers that are really helping me, and figured that I should share them with you all in hopes that they can help others who are struggling.

    I have been on the drug Naltrexone for a couple months now. I am taking also the MWO recommended supplements. I also read the book, and listen to the Hypno CD's from time to time (though not nearly as often as I should).

    I asked both my MD and my psychologist about Topa. They both recommended Naltrexone instead, but they were open to Topa as a plan B. But, they'd both seen first-hand results with Naltrexone in patients (in fact, my psychologist was involved in a big clinical study, in which Campral was also tested. Naltrexone came out as the most helpful, statistically, in that particular study).

    So, I agreed to give Naltrexone a shot, and if that didn't help, we'd consider Topamax.

    I am now about 2 months in. I have to tell you all- I am feeling like a different person. I still have drinking nights from time to time- but, when I do drink, I don't really like the taste much anymore, in fact if I drink more than a couple I get a little nauseous and sort of naturally reject more drinks. Sometimes, if I want the buzz, I convince myself to 'power through' the effects, so as to eventually get buzzed/drunk, but it's an effort.

    So naturally, since the taste and effects are much diminished now, getting drunk doesn't have the pull and power that it used to.

    Also, there are increasingly more and more days/nights where craving is almost non-existent. It just doesn't have any 'juice' for me anymore.

    I've noticed that I am now rejecting my beers once they're a few sips or half empty, instead of devouring one after the next. That's certainly new!

    There are no side-effects that I have noticed, except maybe a little heartburn- I'm not sure if it's one of the supps or the med itself, but it's manageable. I take an alka seltzer about once a day, in teh evenings, if the heartburn rears up.

    Keep in mind, I haven't yet gotten 30 days sober- so far, I still lapse about once every two weeks. but the lapse feels different now, as I described above. And I am just less and less inclined to lapse, and to way overdo it when I do lapse.

    I really feel that I may have found the answer, for me. I don't want to diminish Topa, since I know many of you are on it- again, I haven't tried it yet. But it seems that with Naltrexone I am getting results.

    Hopefully my findings may help some of you!

    Fire 31

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    Oh, one other thing I forgot to mention- I'm going to post links to this forum in a couple of other related threads. Don't worry, I won't be too annoying about it- just thought that it might help a few more people that way hopefully.

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      I'm finally having some success- my story

      Congrats on your success w/Naltrexone! I feel like I should chime in too because I've been taking Naltrexone now for about two and a half months and like you expressed, I feel like a different person when it comes to drinking. I love that I don't crave it anymore at all. Now, my goal is a little different from yours because I decided ABS is not for me so 30 days is not even a goal of mine. I tend to 'wind myself up' if I say to myself that I can't have something at all. I really wanted to try to MOD, but at a very low level. For me, this has evolved into being AF most days and having a MOD day about once/week. Previous to MWO and Naltrexone, I've tried to do this sort of MODing as well, but I'd be crawling out of my skin w/cravings every day of the week that I was trying to be AF and then totally binge on my one drinking night (that's what I mean by 'winding myself up'). Not good!!! Now, I enjoy my one night and don't go overboard. Of course, my relationship w/alcohol is completely different now because I don't get the high/buzz from it. So, when I drink, its more about kicking back, relaxing, and enjoying the taste and comradery of it rather than drinking the hardest drinks I can on an empty stomach to get the biggest buzz I can as fast as possible.

      I should mention, though, that I have experimented w/going off the Naltrexone to see how I would do. Well, I still revert back to drinking too fast, but I have been able to still stay under control way better than I did before. But, after taking about a 10 day break this month, I could actually feel my cravings come back. I ended up drinking three drinks on Friday and three drinks on Sunday. Not too bad, but I just don't want to deal w/cravings every day. Plus, I felt myself trying to chase the buzz again, but then realizing I don't even like that buzzed feeling (which makes no logical sense at all because if I don't like to be buzzed, then why do I always revert back to craving alcohol and wanting to drink so much??? - it's like my addictive brain and my logical brain were actually functioning at the same time w/incompatible thoughts). Anyway, I decided to go back on the Naltrexone EVERY DAY now. I like how I feel and who I am much better when I'm on this med.

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        I'm finally having some success- my story

        Adagirl-

        Thanks for your reply- I can relate exactly to what you're saying. I was especially interested to read about your expirement going without- My presumption was, that should I go off the Naltr, that my excessive drinking habit would resurface. It sounds like your experience was similar...

        I'm thinking that I may be on Nal for a long time to come (assuming it still keeps working for me- I know some have said that it wears off- for me, I hope not!)

        My perspective is that Nal seems to me like a daily preventative or supplemental tool for a natural deficiency that I will always carry, in a way (I know it sounds silly, but) similar to eyeglasses daily correcting faulty vision. i.e., I will probably always have this flaw when it comes to alcohol, so I will probably always use this (or some similar) tool to help correct it.

        Also, complete ABS is no longer my goal, either- it's more just very slight and very moderated drinking if I want to, which nowadays isn't AS often. I can definitely feel my relationship with alcohol changing, too- for the better.

        Finally!

        Thanks for your comments! Good luck and keep up the good work to all!

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          I'm finally having some success- my story

          thanks for sharing. I think that would be a good plan for me. I can't do the topa due to an eye problem. Did you order yours? I just hate to go the the doctor and ask for it.

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            I'm finally having some success- my story

            Hi, have read your posts with interest, sounds very encouraging. Well done to both of you!What dosage do you take and how long does it take to start working?

            Nicole

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              I'm finally having some success- my story

              Just read back through some of your other recent posts and got above info! Thanks for sharing. Will give it a go as find topa side effects unbearable, even at small doses.

              Nicole x

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