totally confused
Hi all. I am more cinfused than ever now.
I went through effexor withdrawl late last summer(still have nightmares) and went without AD for a month then fell into big depression. Doc put me on Wellbutrin (generic) 75mg, Now I am up to 150 and drinking more than ever due to many things...lonliness, loss of job, etc...really no excuse. I really feel sick if i don't drink by a certain time of day, and still feel sick after i drink. I get anxiety before and after. Told doc about it and all he said was to cut drinking down. OK...I want to...don't we all.
Not supposed to drink with Wellbutrin, not supposed to stop while on wellebutrin...What does dopamine have to do with all of this...drinking, depression? I was used to ssri's, an do feel not as dopey on Well (generic). Is generic as good?
I have a lot of unanswered questions and would appreciate some advice or direction from first hand experience. My doc does nothing for me.
Honestly...I feel like i'm on the edge. I blacked out going to the bathroom the other night. I am scared for my life, but still keep drinking. Damned if i do, damned if i dont. I need help but have no insurance. I don't want to die. I feel lalot of tightness in my chest as i write. I have not drank today, but feel like i have to go get some to make it through work later.
I am also on valium and vicodin...Stopped taking trazadone 50mg a week ago because i feel sleepy all the time anyway and don't miss it.
This is a long post i know...I have been helped before on these forums and this is my only hope. Thanx for reading.
I was here under another name but had to change because of confidential stuff at home a while back.
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