I am taking Antabuse and THRILLED with how well "it" is working for me. As I told my hubby, even if it was just a placebo, it would be working. Having the fall back to "if I take one drink I will become sick as a dog" has been an extraordinary boost in this fight.
However, anxiety is one of the reasons I have self-medicated for many years, I believe. Not depression, not bipolar, pure anxiety.
My doctor also prescribed Gabapentin for that since I was adamant that I not be given any SSRI's. (I have had and heard so many bad things about them that I was unwilling to try any of them.) So he put me on Gabapentin. I started at 100 mg 3xday, titrated to 200 mg 3xday and now am at 300 mm 3xday.
I am finding that my anxiety levels are less, I am not having the allergic reaction I did to topamax, and I am not a zombie. My GP was completely surprised the Gabapentin did not turn me into a zombie. She said I should feel like the walking dead with that dose so early in the titration process.
Does anyone else take or have you ever taken Gabapentin? What were your reactions to it?
I am asking because I am curious if it is also a piece of this puzzle that is helping me feel so good about being sober and allowing me to make better decisions about staying sober. i.e. I know the NIAAA is doing studies with Gabapentin and alcoholism and wondering if there truly is a good effect for those of us trying to get off AL?
TIA!
Love,
Cindi
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