I continue to experiment with my own "method."
I take 15 to 20 mgs of baclofen (a muscle relaxor) spaced out out at 5mg intervals per day.
Along with this I take 50 mgs of Naltrexone (25 mgs 2x a day)
I am having very good success in limiting my drinking. Prior to taking this formula I had been completely unable to not drink, with the exception last April at a 30 day rehab. This was AA based and I choose to participate as a "learning experience." I did not have very good success with this rehab, I drank and resumed my 24/7 drinking habit within seven days of leaving rehab.
What did I drink? For 35 years I at least drank 2 bottles of wine, spaced throughout the day and evening. Added to this, depending on my social schedule, was at least 4 hard alcohol drinks per day, and more if I was "really" drinking.
Five years ago, for personal reasons, I choose to address my alcohol consumption. I started with personal therapy. The advise there was to go to AA. I never felt I was a "candidate" for AA so I decided not to pursue that as a help. I do however continue personal therapy.
Throughout these last five years I have made various attempts to change. Amoung the tools I used were:
1. Hypnosis - I found personal hypnosis to be moderately helpful and to this day I still listen to my personal tapes.
2. Exercise - I started yoga, nia and pilates and began a life long dream and started to study surfing.
3. Change of friends - consciously and naturally I changed the group of people I partied with. Instead of socializing with friends with whom at the end of an evening dinner party of 8 people with the line up of 16 empty bottles of wine, I found myself in the company of my new society, of friends from my exercise classes, a dinner party would end with 8 people and 3 to 4 bottles of wine. (Of course I had drank more before I went, and more when I came home, but it was a start.) I am now honest with my friends and I have shared with them my problem in regard to AL, they have been very supportive.
4. Naltrexone - I tried twice before to take 50 mgs of Nal prior to bedtime, as directed by my Dr. This enabled me to stop drinking for about a course of nine days in a row. I would then "feel" better and stop taking the Nal. Immediately I would get a craving and drink.
Thus putting me back on the roll.
5. Topomax - My brother was successful in stopping drinking entirely using this med. I however, went ballistic, felt like every day was a major PMS disaster. Could not tolerate the topomax.
6. Vivitrol - A monthly injection of naltrexone. I was administered this along with campral . I did not understand there was a relationship of the two meds together and sporadically took the campral. Three days after my shot I was back to 24/7 drinking as if nothing had changed at all. My desire was in full gear, and I was able to get the total benefits of getting high from AL.
7. AA - I have resumed AA meetings. I do not agree at all with what I feel are outdated and cultish methods. I do however go to meetings and do get some support. I only go to meetings where there is a guest speaker. I have understanding of the 12 steps, but I too, as others have said before me, do not think I am a "victim" nor do I have remorse in regard to my drinking past. Yes I have messed up a few personal relationships, but I have, on my own with my own diligence, repaired and mended those relationships. And not by just apologizing but by doing my own sincere work with compassion and understanding. We, none of us, are perfect.
8. I have tried to go "Cold Turkey" Never works for me
9. I have been using NeuroScience supplements after having urinalysis to determine the levels of brain chemistry. I had very low serotonin, and now it has been adjusted. I continue to work with an alternative health practitioner to tweek my other unbalanced levels.
So through these five years, I have made what I feel is good progress, slowly but surely.
I did at one point have a liver test that indicated my liver was slightly compromised. With the addition of milk thistle and a salad daily with fresh dandelion greens, I changed that test to normal liver function.
Because my husband, and rightly so, is over my drinking, I am in the possession of the fact that he is in the process of divorcing me. However, if I do not drink, he is willing to continue our relationship, and in fact remarry in the future. This was very difficult for me, as through the years I have helped him with numerous and serious health issues. The last item was his successful cochlear implant five years ago which gave him back the ability to hear, after 15 years of literal deafness. That was the time I choose to "PAY ATTENTION TO MYSELF."
So, to stay in my lovely home, (although I have other homes I could live in, I am not in any way destitute) I am not allowed to drink. Thus I am unable to follow the Sinclair Method.
My reason for sharing?
I am experiencing good positive help using my meds. It may be possible if you are reading this and can not stop drinking, Naltrexone may be able to at least get you started toward the road of abstaining. It is possible.
I do not at all negate the people who are doing the Sinclair Method, as I too, would love to be one of the trials on their site. But I am doing what I am, and I since Dec 26th 2008 I HAVE NOT DRANK 94 BOTTLES OF WINE along with 40 + or - COCKTAILS
PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL
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