another guinea pig
Hi everyone,
I've been reading all the baclofen thread and i just finish this one and it is time for me to come on board!
I'm a 42 yrs old female 5''2' and 120 pounds.i have an history of alcohol for 25 yrs.my grand-grand-father,grand-father,and father were all alcoholic as well as 6 of my sibling so it is definitively in my gene.
as far i my journey go i tried stoping by myself many times and for many year was able to stop 4 month out of the year to give a break to my system as i was drinking all of the times.
The last 2 yrs however thing took a turn for the worse and i was not able to stop anymore.
Not only i was not able to stop anymore but i was drinking on the job everyday(i would go in the bathroom at my break and lunch and drink(mostly vodka as the smell is not as strong)I was doing so without my significant other knowing and was able to pull it off untill 2 week ago when he throw me out of the house...he took me back i week later but i cannot drink no more.I don't work any more as the whole situation made me have a mental breakdown.
about three months ago i came across MWO and discover topamax was able to have it prescribe by a doctor(under false pretence of migraine)it did work for a while but i started loosing my hair very badly so i stopped(i lost about 50% of my hair since).
then i came back here and saw that Baclofen seem effective so i went to another doctor and (still under false pretence of anxiety) got baclofen to a maximum of 60mg...i dunno if that would be enought considering my size.i am now at 50 mg 15-15-20. So far i feel very lethargic du to the mental breakdown (i took antideppressant for years i am currently on Wellbutrin)I'm 17 days AF(i don't have choice)the baclofen definitively help but at this point i still have craving and do white knuckle sometimes but i am hopeful since i DEFINITIVELY see a reduction in craving...i 'll keep you posted !
Oh! and i am bilingual French/English(french being my primary language) so if someone would give me the link for the french Baclofen thread i could keep you posted on interresting fact since(if i understood well) this thread have a longer life than this one...
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