I am using Campral and have gone 5 days AF but frankly only because I took a small amount of Antabuse and it scares me too much to cheat on this. I am trying to use my faith in God and my desire to get this monkey off of my back as my motivators, but all too conscious of how I have failed in the past with the 'mental games'. For that reason, was wondering if Baclofen might be right for me since if I slip hopefully the desire to "keep the wine flowing" will be gone?
I know I use wine to self-medicate for feelings of anxiety, and also to not face issues with being vulnerable/honest about me feelings. I am working on that with a counselor. Still, altough I can distract myself through the week, the thought of going out to dinner and not being able to enjoy even one glass kills me. I like everyone else just wants to be able to be "normal" if that's possible.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated! I would go through River as confiding in my doc has backfired from an insurance standpoint so I would not be doing this under supervision.
Thanks Again!
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