Do you know that song ??? it was my late mothers Birthday yesterday and it comes form here favourite film. All about your dreams coming true !. Well I am pleased to report that thanks to Baclofen ( I am now on a maintaince dose of 50 to 75 mg a day depending on what happening) and a stat dose of naltrezone when I know I am going to have a drink, which thanks to the bac is maybe once or twice a week, its all kind of lost is appeal. So my dremas really have come true!!! after many many years I now feel that I have got control of al and not it of me and it is truely beyond my wildest dreams. I am now ready to get on with my life hopefully meet somebody new and know that I will not get drunk and mess it up, ( I have spent the last 20 years doing that and the heart ache of it all has has me literally on my knees many times , THIS LAST YEAR HAS BEEN THE HARDEST OF MY LIFE AFTER THE BREAK UP OF A RELATIONSHIP THAT I THOUGHT WAS FOR LIFE DUE TO MY DRINKING ) funny I did not mean to type that last sentence in capital but hit the caps lock but seems quite ponient that it is as it over now and I want to enbrace the next year sober and happy so i will leave it in capitals !I feel humble beyond relief that i have found a cure to my illness. I would urge anybody to give baclofen a try I know betting it is not easy and invloves expence but what price do you put on your well being ?? mentally physically and for me the hardest one emotionally, I always knew I was a good person but al turn me into a nasty foul mouthed angry demon, and witht eh best will in the world people react to what they see. So thats me guy , looking forward to my new life
BH x x
BH x x
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