I SO want to be off of this roler coaster. I have been toying with antabuse for along time using it to stay off the nightly wine for about 4 days (I only take 1/4 pill) then drink too much and repeat the cycle. Now I find on the day after drinking I feel horrible...worse than I used too. Its not the headache, but rather huge gassy/burpy feeling, anxiety and just general unease so my whole day is shot. THen 5pm rolls around and the rest is history.
ANYWAY, on to my question. I either need to A) Go for the antabuse regularly and hope I change permanently after say a year b/c I do not want to be on this for life or B) Sinclair method to hopefully take away the craving and possibly be AF or "I could take it or leave it". One involves drinking, the other not so I need to decide. I saw the Sinclair thread but it looks like a long time since posts and not sure what the consensus is ...does it really work for most and how long? Will I wind up being worse off because I won't be taking my antabuse to get at least the 4 days of sobriety a week and may be drinking everyday with the NAL? I have to do something...cannot function like this and the whole drinking dilemma is taking up so much gray matter it's eclipsing so many other things I probably should be working on.
You guys are so brave and I applaud your efforts. I am deeply appreciative of any input as I want to place an order for something this week!
Thanks Again,
Colery
"But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us" Rom 5:8
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