But I am truely joyfull as I have been on bac since last Aug and I have never been in such a good place in my life or so happy. I have regained so many things I lost and the biggest thing is my piece of mind and having my life on an even keel.
I have also met somebody new ( if anybody has read my story they will know my biggest fear was that i would never be able to have feeling for somebody again). Its early days but I am just so happy and my biggest joy is that like any new relationship there are guarentees but I know if ti does not work it wont be because of my drinking and I now on linger live in fear of him finding out what 'I am really like' because of baclofen what I am really like is what I am all the time ! I thank god everyday for this site my friends here and Doctor Amestien for his knowledge of baclofen that he shared on this site!.
I know MA will be overjoyed when she recovers to hear I am happy, just hope I have not been inappororiate posting this in the misdst of such greif !
Love and light BH xxx
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