new user intro + Sinclair Method / Naltrexone diary
com1
it is very strange how it works when it works because it is effortless and subconcious...I was simply AMAZED every single time...I finanlly got to the point of of stop questioning it and just roll with it...LOL but it's really hard meaning there were times I was set to get PLOWED BANGED-UP FALLING DOWN ROTTEN ROLLING DRUNK for minimal 3 days and I couldn't get past 3-4 drinks and lost ALL interest with ZERO effort on my part.
I think the more one doesn't get drunk...even though your having a few drinks...it becomes a habit somehow subconciously with naltrexone...I can't really explain it..all I know is it MOST DEFINITLY worked for me and a lot of others. Funny my AA friends think I am obsessed with alcohol..little do they know...I know you have had the feeling reading your posts of WOW I should been in a real drunken stuper but it didn't happen.
I know a lot of people probably will not agree with me But I seriously don't care ..this is for me and only me. I struggled hard with what sobriety is...I had been in AA for 10 years prior to being 22 years of age so the program was engrained in me and abstinence as the only way. I now am comfortable defining sobriety for myself as not being drunk or buzzed. Alcohol no longer rips my life apart, my life is no longer centered around when I am going to get drunk, it has zero influence over my life anymore. Man it is nice to be free.
Some think I am playing with fire because I still a drink or 2 here and there...but if you have never taken Naltrexone and TSM and it has worked for you it is VERY hard to understand and know the feeling. I simply never fought the craving..just took my Nal and drank through them...the thought of actually being drunk like in the not so distant past makes me green with sickness. I think the more time that goes by with not being drunk or even buzzed it just becomes habit...hard to explain.
Sounds like it's working for you and that is awsome
com1
it is very strange how it works when it works because it is effortless and subconcious...I was simply AMAZED every single time...I finanlly got to the point of of stop questioning it and just roll with it...LOL but it's really hard meaning there were times I was set to get PLOWED BANGED-UP FALLING DOWN ROTTEN ROLLING DRUNK for minimal 3 days and I couldn't get past 3-4 drinks and lost ALL interest with ZERO effort on my part.
I think the more one doesn't get drunk...even though your having a few drinks...it becomes a habit somehow subconciously with naltrexone...I can't really explain it..all I know is it MOST DEFINITLY worked for me and a lot of others. Funny my AA friends think I am obsessed with alcohol..little do they know...I know you have had the feeling reading your posts of WOW I should been in a real drunken stuper but it didn't happen.
I know a lot of people probably will not agree with me But I seriously don't care ..this is for me and only me. I struggled hard with what sobriety is...I had been in AA for 10 years prior to being 22 years of age so the program was engrained in me and abstinence as the only way. I now am comfortable defining sobriety for myself as not being drunk or buzzed. Alcohol no longer rips my life apart, my life is no longer centered around when I am going to get drunk, it has zero influence over my life anymore. Man it is nice to be free.
Some think I am playing with fire because I still a drink or 2 here and there...but if you have never taken Naltrexone and TSM and it has worked for you it is VERY hard to understand and know the feeling. I simply never fought the craving..just took my Nal and drank through them...the thought of actually being drunk like in the not so distant past makes me green with sickness. I think the more time that goes by with not being drunk or even buzzed it just becomes habit...hard to explain.
Sounds like it's working for you and that is awsome
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