ThirdMan, Boss.man, beetle, Cinders your posts have been very helpful! Many thanks for this!
To summarize this :
-I will get L-Theanine ... 2-3 times a day ? 200mg
-exercise 5 times a week
-breathing exercise
-hourly mediation (for 30 seconds)
-Long shower, reading something entertaining, no emails, no tv shows, no mystery movies
-CBT (what is that?)
-laugh at your body for overreacting - you have survived that before!
I used to exercise almost each day a week - especially swimming, but then because of the catheter that I had and then the sucidical thoughts that scared the crap out of me, I considered it inappropriate to go swimming. I will re-commence that today.
I suffered quite some changes the last weeks. It seems that about ANY medicine reacts totally different without alcohol! Or Baclofen changes my reaction to medicine - I do not know!
First I reacted in a very odd way to an antibiotic that prevented me from urinating and then it seems the dose of pseudoephedrine that I took also for some weeks suddenly caused suicidal thoughts. I guess you see the pattern - what worked before suddenly really causes problems to me.
Baclofen on increase of dose seems to be anxiety relieving for me. In fact it gets that relieving that the normal fear mechanism is gone too! But I can not keep on increasing Baclofen unlimited :H
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