Hello all my Nalcoholics,
I've just starting on my 4th month. As of late, I have been feeling slightly different. I like my white wine and usually can't wait for the moment to 1. Take my Nal at 4pm sharp and 2. Pop the cork at 5pm.
However, just this week, I don't feel as desperate. I've had at least 3 to 4 days a week AF in the past few weeks and the drinking days... I just haven't felt that "I gotta drink...and drink the first one down in a gulp" feeling. I've actually delayed myself...on purpose but with ease and then sip my wine slowly. Although I feel that I could stop after 2 or 3, old habits die hard and I usually finish the bottle, there being about 5 glasses in the bottle (as all us wino's know all to well...LOL)
Anyway, just wanted to let all the other Nal ers know that something feels a little different this week. And specifically.. it is a lack of anxious driven desire to consume mass quantities.
OMG, I will never drink without it.
I've just starting on my 4th month. As of late, I have been feeling slightly different. I like my white wine and usually can't wait for the moment to 1. Take my Nal at 4pm sharp and 2. Pop the cork at 5pm.
However, just this week, I don't feel as desperate. I've had at least 3 to 4 days a week AF in the past few weeks and the drinking days... I just haven't felt that "I gotta drink...and drink the first one down in a gulp" feeling. I've actually delayed myself...on purpose but with ease and then sip my wine slowly. Although I feel that I could stop after 2 or 3, old habits die hard and I usually finish the bottle, there being about 5 glasses in the bottle (as all us wino's know all to well...LOL)
Anyway, just wanted to let all the other Nal ers know that something feels a little different this week. And specifically.. it is a lack of anxious driven desire to consume mass quantities.
OMG, I will never drink without it.
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