Pre-baclofen, any craving meant I'd be in the car on the way to the liquor store, and I'd drink until blackout.
During baclofen, but pre-switch, I'd sometimes be able to resist a craving. The higher the dosage, the easier to resist. If I didn't resist, sometimes I could stop at a couple drinks, but if I pushed past my resistance (basically force-feeding myself booze) I'd again drink until blackout.
Once I hit the switch, alcohol just stopped being a motivation for me. I only occasionally experience a desire for beer, and I'm able to rationally analyze why and decide not to follow through. Social situations have been hard, so I recommend staying hidden for the first couple weeks once you hit the switch, and let that switch dosage build up and solidify before exposing yourself to temptation.
Depression is still a major issue, and threatens to be my undoing. I was in a very dark place earlier this afternoon, but I was able to think it through and not make any mistakes that would jeopardize my sobriety.
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