Hi John,
Glad to hear you are doing well after all the hassles. I have found that AA and also some doctors and counselors tend to regard all alcoholics as being the same, even to the extent of re-interpreting things you tell them at meetings or when speaking to them. I assume they do it to reinforce the similarities and make people aware of problems they have in common with other alcoholics, and to break through the denial that some alcoholics have about their situation. However it gets annoying if they start forcing you to make your story sound like that of other people, when you know there are also important differences.
I hope you keep on going well with baclofen this time. I really wouldn't change it again for a long time if it keeps working for you, unless you have no choice for some reason. As far as alcoholism being progressive and starting up again where you last left it (after a period of abstinence), I used to be skeptical about this, but I am not anymore. I have seen both myself and a few friends develop progressive alcoholism, with ever-rising levels of alcohol needed to have the desired effect, or even just to ward off withdrawal symptoms in between drinking episodes. Once it gets to this stage, it does seem to start up again at the same level of required alcohol intake, if you return to alcohol after a period of abstinence. I relapsed after about one and a half years of no alcohol, yet found myself still having my old tolerance to it! I admit I only drank a smallish amount for the first few days or a week back on it, but after that, my levels were back up where they had been before I had quit. I also mentally needed that much booze to feel contented, and started having major withdrawals during the day, as I was only drinking at night. Several more periods of abstinence and returning to drink followed this, and each time, I was quickly right back to high alcohol levels, with a huge tolerance to it. I had at least hoped to return to drinking the way I used to drink when I first started 20+ years ago, with just 4-6 beers being enough each night, but 4-6 now just get me started and have very little effect on their own.
I'm trying baclofen again too, and need to know what is the best titration method for myself. I think it's a pretty individual thing, just going by the various methods people here have mentioned. I have read some say they have had massive problems with side effects even on slow titrations, while one or two others have been able to increase their dose to nearly full levels in only a week or so. I was going to follow Dr A's original method, as outlined fully in his book, but now I am not as sure. Hopefully others here with a decent amount of baclofen experience can advise you better on this.
Anyway, good luck with it all.
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