New here and starting Topa and with a question
I too have my fingers crossed for you Wu that it will be good for you this time around, you are feeling better today, I do have to say tho that I am a bit worried about you taking antabuse with your volatile brother around, just in case he pushes you over the edge and you drink before you realise what your doing, that would be very bad, do you think you could try some AF time just on topa alone if thats what your wanting anyway, AB only enforses the being AF anyway for a few days, to make sure your ok with it. Have you taken it before?
WTE, Its so good you seem to have found a decent doc at last, its really hard to be without one isnt it, I know it was such a relief for me last month to meet my new one and get on with him, I hope everything gets sorted out quickly and painlessly. The little cat will be hard to give back but you are right, Charlie needs his home back to himself, and he needs you back to himself, little Pippin went home with my daughter on yesterday and it was strange without her after her being here for two weeks but it is more peaceful with my two dogs back to normal again, she was also leading them astray with some of her bad habits, although she is so cute and little its hard to scold her, thats why shes got bad habits in the first place I suppose.
I havent had a good day today, way too much rushing round, Im still tired from the lask of sleep the night before and my daughter and hubby where out with me and arguing in my car all afternoon. I overspent massively, mostley on bills and nessecities, but it has still depressed me, god I hate bloody money, there are times when I wish I lived in a cave with no money or any responsibilities just have to get food and light a fire. Im just feeling a bit crap but Im ok. Its just gone 9pm and Im still on track drink wise, havent even finished my first can, as I said before I do want to get to the regular size cans, at the moment I have the large pint ones but thats something Im prepared to wait for while the topa works I think, is that what happens?? I intend listening to my iPod again tonight not sure what to listen to tho, Im a bit all over the place with them now, am I supposed to listen in any order Play because when we have put then on iTunes they have lost their titles, but they may still be in order Im not sure. I will have to work them out and write it down if I am supposed to be playing them inorder.
One thing I am noticing tho is that lack of things to do now, I not only used to spend time drinking, I used to spend hours and hours watching crap tv shows on my laptop and I really cant be bothered now, which is a good thing, but I just havent found anything to fill the space yet so not I am just sitting here wondering what to do
:l x
I too have my fingers crossed for you Wu that it will be good for you this time around, you are feeling better today, I do have to say tho that I am a bit worried about you taking antabuse with your volatile brother around, just in case he pushes you over the edge and you drink before you realise what your doing, that would be very bad, do you think you could try some AF time just on topa alone if thats what your wanting anyway, AB only enforses the being AF anyway for a few days, to make sure your ok with it. Have you taken it before?
WTE, Its so good you seem to have found a decent doc at last, its really hard to be without one isnt it, I know it was such a relief for me last month to meet my new one and get on with him, I hope everything gets sorted out quickly and painlessly. The little cat will be hard to give back but you are right, Charlie needs his home back to himself, and he needs you back to himself, little Pippin went home with my daughter on yesterday and it was strange without her after her being here for two weeks but it is more peaceful with my two dogs back to normal again, she was also leading them astray with some of her bad habits, although she is so cute and little its hard to scold her, thats why shes got bad habits in the first place I suppose.
I havent had a good day today, way too much rushing round, Im still tired from the lask of sleep the night before and my daughter and hubby where out with me and arguing in my car all afternoon. I overspent massively, mostley on bills and nessecities, but it has still depressed me, god I hate bloody money, there are times when I wish I lived in a cave with no money or any responsibilities just have to get food and light a fire. Im just feeling a bit crap but Im ok. Its just gone 9pm and Im still on track drink wise, havent even finished my first can, as I said before I do want to get to the regular size cans, at the moment I have the large pint ones but thats something Im prepared to wait for while the topa works I think, is that what happens?? I intend listening to my iPod again tonight not sure what to listen to tho, Im a bit all over the place with them now, am I supposed to listen in any order Play because when we have put then on iTunes they have lost their titles, but they may still be in order Im not sure. I will have to work them out and write it down if I am supposed to be playing them inorder.
One thing I am noticing tho is that lack of things to do now, I not only used to spend time drinking, I used to spend hours and hours watching crap tv shows on my laptop and I really cant be bothered now, which is a good thing, but I just havent found anything to fill the space yet so not I am just sitting here wondering what to do
:l x
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