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[spacebebe01]

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And sun I will never ever get isck of hearing anything from you stop stop being so down on yourself, you are doing your best same as the rest of us so please dont say that we should be sick of hearing the same old stuff from you. I know I am not, I want to hear what is really going on for you. That is how we help each other. I got out of bed last night to have another can for gods sake so Im not perfect either.

keep posting the real stuff

love space xx

[sunshinedaisies]

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Thank you Space - that was nice of you to say that....... made me smile

It is silly o'clock now and I am up and just about ready to leave. i need to feed the dogs - didn't feed them when i got up as it was way too early. I feel pretty good all things considered - just wish my eyes would open - LOL

Have a wonderful day all of you - how exciting Space that you are getting your ticket today - I wish I could join you both - I know you will have a great time.

Love and hugs, Sun XX

[Alcoholic]

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Space: jealous of you and play going to Spain! How long will you be there for?

Sun: everyone loves hearing from you! I could never keep a schedule like that, I would forget Whig day I have to go in early and which day I go in late. My schedule has to be very regular. I've been known to show up to work on my vacation days.

WTE: did sun really give you fake bacon and did you really microwave it??????if so, she deserved that sting from yellow jacket!

[Alcoholic]

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Just took my glut.

[Bruunhilde]

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Good morning!

Hi Sun! Crazy hours, you hopefully will be able to fix the schedule so you're not wrung out over the holiday season with day after day like these! You seem to be doing very well, as do you Space! Excellent to hear. Play and Space, did I answer this already, I can't find it, but wrote that my wallet won't afford Barcellona but I hope you two have an excellent time.

Al, good luck testifying. Don't let that person intimidate you. Get pepper spray so you feel more secure if you think she'll come after you. Get home video set up - you can set it up fairly cheaply under $300 if you buy and install yourself = Costco has some systems for sale. What are you afraid she will do? She won't get what she deserves unless you testify honestly and you can go to jail for perjury if they figure out you lied even if its due to fear. Don't look at her when you testify, look at the judge or the attorney or a friend in the room who supports you.

Hi Waiting!

Have a good Friday, all.

[spacebebe01]

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Hi Bruun good to "see" you here. good advice for Al I agree, I had to give evidence in court as a vitness once and was very nervous and I was told to just look at the jury, which I did I didnt look at the guy as I knew I wouldnt he would intmidate me just by looking at me if I gave him the chance. He ended up doing a year in prison for assulting me and another guy at an NA meeting and I am so glad I gave evidence now he got what he deserved.

I have taken my L glut twice today but have also already had one can of beer standard size tho but I am not going out for more and I only have another one in the car for later, it it 6.30 pm, and I had the first one this afternoon.

I am sure me and play will have a great time in Barcelona, its a shame no one else can come, so thanks Bruun.

[Alcoholic]

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Thanks, brunn and space.

Great advice. I'll look at the judge and the child's attorney. Im feeling better now. I'll just prepare a little bit on Sunday and make sure I tone the language down not to anger the person too much because basically everyone, including the judge, already knows this person is paranoid. So I only have to use a mild tone to convey my message in front of the paranoid person to get my message across to the judge, "hey, you guys are right, get me off the stand now, wink wink!"

[Alcoholic]

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Space, I'm sorry that guy assaulted you and you were brave to testify against him. Glad he got that year in prison!

[sunshinedaisies]

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Alcoholic;1404508 wrote: Space, I'm sorry that guy assaulted you and you were brave to testify against him. Glad he got that year in prison!

WHAT GUY ASSAULTED YOU SPACE??????

Back soon to post properly.........just in from work.....

[Bruunhilde]

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Me too, I'm sorry you were assaulted. And Al, I'm sorry you have to testify. I have a number of things I wish I had had an opportunity to testify about, including an assault on myself and one on my 5 year old sister by a pedophile, and an almost rape and people breaking into my home or trying to ... and mean people! I want to testify against mean people!!!!!

[spacebebe01]

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There are definately a lot of bad people around but I try not to dwell on them. A lot of bad things have happened to me and others unfortunately and i am so sorry to hear about you and your littole sister that must be so awful its a tradgedy for that to happen to anyone. I dotn really watch the news because I find it all to upsetting and I dont read papers, it all is too much for me and i know there are so many more good people in the world who will never make the news and we never think twice about them, they are the ones I want to know and think about the most. For me it does help heal the hurt caused by bad people when I think of all the wonderful people who just do small things, even someone taking time out to popen a door for me in the shop this morning as a guy did, he didnt have to he was just being nice and friendly and makking my day just that bit better.

[sunshinedaisies]

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Hallo everyone. I am trying to hard to stay awake! I keep thinking it is psychological 'cos I often have clopens but I really am feeling SO tired but refuse to go to bed before 6.00!! LOL

So sorry about all the bad stuff that has happened to you all - I am not saying a word about stuff that has happened to me 'cos it is gone and in the past. Everything happened for a reason - (I think anyway) and I lived to tell the tale - LOL. And I feel that I am a stronger person for it. And maybe in some ways a nicer person for it too. I never try to judge anyone - one never knows what others have been through or what they have gone through to make them do the things that they do - I always feel so sorry for folk who do bad things - they must be very unhappy inside and dislike themselves so much. I also feel very happy that I am not like them. So, I think we can all learn a lot from others in many ways..... I feel very Blessed to live my life instead of a lot of folk that I see..... or hear about, or even have known. Now I will get off my soap box with my sleep deprived brain and talk regular stuff instead of rambling.

Oh - my washing machine is beeping. back in five. Right...... well, we got everything sorted at work and so it all looks like Christmas. We don't do a lot and what we do do looks nice. But we worked really hard to do it. Not making much sense am I?

SO - Al - please try and stay relaxed over the weekend - do something nice for yourself if you can to take your mind off of Monday. Easy for me to say I know. Do you meditate? Oh - I have thought of another book that I liked - by Lisa Genova - called Left Neglected. A rather unusual book I thought - it is fiction but reads like a biography. I like books that are different and this one certainly fits the bill. I also like Linda Castillo as an author, Peter Robinson, Michael Robotham, Tana French...... just for starters. SO, lots for you to read - I hope at least it is all over on Monday and doesn't drag on.

WTe - where are you? We seem to have lost Wu and Diz and Houtx - so we can't afford to lose you too. Maybe I should e-mail you - when i do, you usually post - BEFORE I have even got the e-mail sent - so if I PRETEND to e-mail, do you think it would work the same?

Play - I know you have lots going on right now, so don't really expect you to post - sending you lots of love and hugs........ so happy that you have your tickets booked and that Space does too. SO happy for both of you.

Well, I have taken my L-Glut today and it makes SUCH a difference - that craving really is NOT as strong and really just almost goes away - I have only had one dose but two lots of kudzu. The L-Glut was just after I got in. It is amazing how it works.

I am going to go and read on the sofa and try not to fall asleep. At least not for another hour anyway. Reading a book called 'You Are not so Smart' - ROTFLMBO !!!!!

love and hugs to all, Sun XX

[Alcoholic]

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And, sun: you are certainly non-judgmental and so luvable! Thanks for the recommendations. I'll go amazon shopping one day...

[sunshinedaisies]

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Thanks Al - and hey - I am still awake - LOL - and I think my fake threat of e-mailing WTE didn't work - so I had better really e-mail her !!!!! Oh - and as an edit - you really make me feel I am waffling BIG time !!!!!

[Bruunhilde]

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Great advice from Sun and Space and I appreciate it. Watching the fundraiser by Jersey boys Jon Stewart, Bryant Gumbal. And others reminds me how forth ate I really am. As TUT says, all my 'demons,' don't exist, they are in my head.