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[StuckinLA]

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Ha! I'm the exact opposite, Sunny. I sleep *horribly* when I don't drink. For months after I stop, I can't fall asleep and have terrible vivid dreams and wake up all the time throughout the night, and wake up feeling as bad as if I were hungover.

When I do drink - unless I'm on a total bender - I pass out like a baby. (Though, to be fair, whoever started that analogy clearly didn't have kids. From what I understand, babies don't sleep like babies at all.)

Getting up and getting a fresh start for the day *does* make a huge difference though! That's what I've been doing for a few weeks now. Getting up and sitting right down at the computer and working, and it's frustrating and takes a lot out of me and the rest of the day is kinda trashed, but it's good.

[DizzyBee]

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Hi everyone

Yes, I'm still alive. I'm currently taking time off booze, well I did a month, took a week off, and is now on the second month, all with the help of one AB a week. I have to get my liver counts down and I'm also going to the gym as trying to lose weight before our one year anniversary/honeymoon in Italy. The Summer weather must be good for me as I have also started Cognitive Behavioural Therapy. The course is online but I speak to the therapist once a week and see her every two weeks.

Some days feel great and others feel like I still haven't achieved anything. I also sometimes still feel hungover in the mornings and wonder what that's about. Hubby is also not drinking except for once a week with mates, but that doesn't bug me. It's the nights that he's here that counts.

Seems like you're doing well, Sun. Congrats on the ciggies and as far as AL is concerned, that's just a tough nut to crack. It seem like you're not overindulging too much anyway so you should be proud.

Stuck, you've been quiet on the girlfriend front. Did she move in and are things going well?

Houtx, it's hard to read your bf, he may just be set in his ways or otherwise pushing for friends with benefits? What is it that you want? Would you be happy with that or are you willing to cut him off in a while to see if a more romantic side appears? Happy you're having fun & getting laid though

Meggie, I hope the holidays come soon for you. Remind me why you can't drink wine anymore?

Hugs to all.

XXX

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[meggie]

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I wrote and lost it. Why does that happen, another program just popped up. I haven't forgotten you guys, just trying to keep my head above water with a bunch of ten year olds thatt don;t want to be in school. We have two more weeks.
I haven't been back to my dirty gym but have been walking nights with the daughter, and pup. I do enjoy these times.She fills me in on her long term sub job. Not a best time to start. She is learning lots.
I wrote my times wrong we go back Sept 2.
Houtx, when do you go back?
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[meggie]

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oK, WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THIS THREAD.

[StuckinLA]

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Died right along with all of MWO, it looks like. How are you doing, Meggie? I miss all the gals here.

[sunshinedaisies]

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Hi there Stuck and Meggie. Yes, I miss the thread too - but it takes more than a couple of us posting now and then to keep it going I think. I am not sure what has happened to MWO - it has changed since I started here that is for sure.

How are you both doing? Stuck - has your g/f arrived yet or is it next week she is coming?

Meggie - you must almost be out of school - I know that I thought you were late getting out. Nice that you are walking with your daughter and her pup - good for all of you !! How is the AL these days?

I am still off the cigs - I do have a Vape one and sometimes will have a puff - but the times I do are getting further and further apart - had one puff the whole of yesterday and that was 'cos I happened to see it in the cupboard!! I cannot see me ever going back to proper cigs thank goodness. Have to admit it was the easiest way to quit cigs that I have ever done. As far as the AL, I HAVE to take 1/4 of an AB. If I do not then I drink - more than I should. So, I usually take it first thing while my motivation is still high.

Stuck - how are things going with you and the AL? Do you think you will start again when the g'f is living with you as she drinks doesn't she?

Oh - it was nice to see Dizzy again too - glad that you are doing okay Diz. You said that you had to get your liver counts down - I assume they were elevated? Had you gone to the doc for something and he did a liver panel? How about your hubs - does he drink still? Have fun in Italy! When are you going? How is your depression these days ?

Houtx - how are things going with the (not) b/f ? You sounded good last time you posted but a lot of time has passed since then!! I hope that things are still good with him. Are you teaching summer school or are you out now for the summer ? How is it with drinking vodka now instead of wine? Still keeping a handle on it ? Hope so ....

I am off for now - not sure if and when any of you will respond !!!

Hugs to all, Sun XXX

[meggie]

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I have been busy finishing school, but I will be back in 8 short weeks. Seems crazy to do all the cleaning when I will be back in 56 days.
I really hope I can get back on the track I was earlier in the year. still haven't gone back to the gym, haven't done yoga or meditated. I also need to get back to reading.
Drinking the same, sometimes just something I do, a habit. Some days I drink too much.
I am so glad I quit smoking 25 years ago. That was a tough one, I chose a day, quit but used the crutches for about 4 years.
Wish I could do the same with the drink. So much to do this summer, brain scan for seizures, doctors appointments. I put everything to the summer.
Hi, to all, hope everyone is doing well.
.

[StuckinLA]

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Yeah, the GF's long visit starts a week from today. It's going to be good - I'm excited and looking forward to her getting here. She leaves in just a couple days, actually, and will be on the road for like 4 days. She had her going away party last night.

I'm AF 90 days I think today. No booze. I want to, want to sit at home with one of these last couple nights to myself just sit in my apartment and enjoy being alone and listen to music and get good and drunk. But, I also don't think I need to, so I probably won't 'cause it'd be a shame to blow 3 months just for a night of doing nothing by myself. I have been getting high lately - like a lot, like every night for over a week. I don't enjoy it nearly as much as drinking but it does sort of take the edge off. Last night I kinda freaked out about the GF's long visit, how it's really happening, she'll be here soon, and then we're together and that's it, no turning back. Terrifying. I'm going to have to give up the weed. Particularly since getting high around people doesn't work for me - too much paranoia. As far as her drinking it's fine. She gets a bit drunk sometimes but not all the time, and I don't care if she keeps booze here. It'll be nice, actually, I miss seeing bottles around the house.

The most important thing is taking care of school, and taking care of my novel, and taking care of job applications this year. I'm working every morning, and I think being fairly productive. Falling behind on my diss because I'm focusing solely on the novel right now, but I think in the long term that's better for my mental health, to try and get this done this summer before the fall semester starts. I'm going to be crushed with work, and deadlines, but I'll get stuff done. The worst is when I don't have a deadline, like with the novel, so if I don't get that done before the other things it'll never happen.

OK, that's probably enough rambling. I *just* woke up a few minutes ago, so I'm still a little foggy and babbling on. It is lovely to see you, Sunny. Hugs to everybody. :l:l

[meggie]

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Now, the Gf long visit, I thought she was moving in, for good. No, don't blow 3 months, not worth it. You seem to be able to quit easily, I admire that . I need to but do not want to enough, I guess. Some days I drink little other nights I drink too much. Oh, well, it is my biggest frustration in life. It is the thing I get the maddest at myself for.
I am interested in the novel. I may have asked you this but are you working on your doctoral dissertation?O see you as a grad assistant.

[StuckinLA]

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meggie;1674816 wrote: Now, the Gf long visit, I thought she was moving in, for good.

Yes, she is. We will be cohabitating in sin.

[treetops]

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Congratulations Stuck on 3 months. That's great after the blow out earlier this year.
Maybe watch the paranoia that some get from the dope though.
Pity that you still are grieving your old buddy the booze. For many of us it does lessen with time - a lot.

Excuse me butting in but it's so much fun to have a SF (spam free) MWO that I got carried away :H:H and poked my nose in