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Hey Sun! Thanks so much! I am now working part time after 18 days off....man I got lazy real fast being unemployed. I MUST get back on the NAL, I just stopped for no reason - and I am a hot mess as a result, I was buying 1/2 pints for nearly a month- not anymore! I have purchased about 4 750ml of svedka cherry because they have been on sale for $11, and that gets me about 2 days. I am so sick of feeling like poop in the morning, or afternoon I should say which is when I wake up! I am still in Grad school but I feel that I have been slacking. So all in all I am not doing so good with the vodka, I have an empty bottle in my hidden dresser drawer, one in a file cabintet, and tonights' purchase in a cabinet in my desk so my guy does not find out.....usually when I get gas in my truck I dump the bottles in the garbages there (wrapped in bags, of course), or if our garbage is ful I will slip it in there wrapped up and throw it in the dumpster right away...pathetic. My professor right now is cool but I steer clear of her and always have a mint around other students due to dear of being 'smelled out' again. Right now I have a whatever feeling about it, I do not like it but am not putting forward any effort of control - I have felt this way before, I will get over it and scale back again. I survived Thanksgiving and did not get totally smashed, I stuck to wine and just got sleepy and kind of dumb - nothing like last year OMG. Well hugs and wishes to all of you guys!!! Glad I was able to catch up tonight and update you on my lack of success!!!!! XOXO
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