I wish you could all be at my daughters wedding with me on Saturday, that would be wonderful. But oh well, never mind I will have you in my mind instead.
Wu your off on your flight today, I hope its a good one for you and your daughter and you dont miss your hubby too much, you sound like you have been working very hard to prepare everything and make sure he doesnt starve to death while your away
Hi Sun its too bad that your not well again, you seem to have had a hard time over these past few months, I hope the break away will pick you up and restore your spirit.
Hi MB Its cool to have you come over here.
Hi Play, WTE and everyone else
Now since I got drunk last week I have been back to the same again, still drinking too much but not getting drunk and nothing bad happening. Before I had got drunk I had tried to reduce then stop the AD's because I really dont like them, well I dont like the being without them either, I was also feeling very angry toward people and really taking a dislike to some, which is something I hate about myself when it happens, its not good to be wanting to hit my future son in law over the head with the pan or anything else. Yesterday we had to go to town shopping because my mum went and returned the suit shed bought for the wedding after deciding she didnt like it after all so it meant a day spent looking for something new, she still hasnt got anything, but I had to dash to get something else from another shop and asked him to go with me and it felt like I could suddenly get on with him again. I am still drinking too much and not sure what to do about it, I dont want to go back to taking antabuse to be AF, I dont think I can take the cravings again, but I do want to cut down, after the wedding and then my youngest son will be back in school next week so I hope I can get things together more then.
Got to go now but will be back later x
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