Boy do I Need to Catch Up
Hi Everyone,
Gee, so much is going on here with everyone and I've really missed out. Even tho I posted a couple of times in the hospital I really can't even remember that I did it. When I read those posts they actually seem coherent to me which is just unbelievable as that whole time is just a fog. I don't remember the surgeon telling me about the procedure beforehand and don't remember talking to my son everyday on the mobile, just a total fog:upset: and the whole first week home was just almost unbearable I felt so lifeless and sick. But the second week finds me feeling like a living person again and better and better each day.
I must say it was wonderful that I didn't have any need to worry in the ER or in surgery or hospital regarding worrying about Alcohol or even bringing it up, YAY, and didn't drink at all the first week, but by the middle of the second week I was having a bottle a night for 3 nights, then totally sick of that again and on Saturday took my AB and that will hold for this week. I can see that my brain is not RETRAINED yet:H but my AF days are so wonderful and I so look forward to them, I say again it is a relief when I take the 1/2 AB tab and a real treat to have two days off where I don't do too badly, not like a bottle each night, that just started when I hadn't bothered to take the AB.
So, I want to keep encouraging some of you to try the AB 5/7 plan (thanks Dizz) and in all my research I can't find anything dangerous about using it this way so I'm not worried about it at all.
And I have so much to catch up on, I'm going to start a few pages back and just try to address someone each night starting tomorrow night. I have my first day back at work tomorrow, I know I will be exhausted but I really need the money, and thank god I still had my CAL Cobra insurance and had not let it go, that would have been a mess. I had been turned down for the high deductible ins similiar to what WTE has but in the end this turned out better.
Love to Each and Every One of You and see you tomorrow night.
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