HI to everyone and a belated happy Christmas.
It is ages since Ive been on, I haven't been drinking but did have a very bad depression, which thankfully I am now out of. That's one of the reasons I didn't come on, when I am depressed theres nothing really for me to say and it just gets tiring for me.
Because |I was so ill I didn't drink, I needed to know my feelings where real and not cuased by alcohol, the first drink Ive had in over a month or two, probably more was last night and it made me feel ill !!
I haven't read back but see from this page that some of you are struggling. My message to you is to just keep on trying, I did for years and never thought I could get off the drink and stop it ruining mine and my familys lives but for over a year now all has been well really. I haven't been on a bender, got drunk or upset anyone which is amazing for me. So if I can do it so can you.
Love to Houxt, Dizzy, Sun, Funny G, and everyone else.
xxx
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