Hi all -
DZ - I hope you got the job!!
Meggie - these first days are crazy. Hope the weather breaks up there! AC is essential here...
Roadking, welcome & hope other who are still on TOPA can answer your questions
Sunny & all - Love love
I will now digress into complete selfishness. My new bf dumped me via TEXT today DURING SCHOOL!!!! that an "old gf had come into his life" this last week and he can't go to my girlfriend's wedding with me tomorrow b/c they were going to "give it a go"...Sorry, etc. I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach. Had 4 classes to get thru the rest of the day. I am now home drinking deep and intermittently crying and being pissed off, staring at the walls in shock. He had booked a room for us in Galveston several weeks ago...this ruins it for me. I told my best friends I am too sad and in shock to be there...I'm pissed and broken hearted at the same time...Fucking shit!
He dumped me via TEXT MESSAGE!!! The guy had been intense for the last 2 months!! I thought I'd found my last boyfriend!! UGH - I am a pretty nice looking, in shape, fun, funny, sharp, can sing, happy-go-lucky kinda gal. He never saw me drunk. We had passionate, intense, very real sex. I felt like I'd been punched in the stomach today & could barely finish the day. I really thought this guy was different, special...IT. I've been in a state of shock, staring at the walls, crying, mad...in shock, staring at the walls, crying, mad...finally school was out and I could come home and drink.
Texts to him w/ questions not answered. I have no desire to call. Trying not to take it personally, but jesus, how can I NOT??? He picked her. I am in shock. There is no way I could be AF thru this -
I was celibate for 3 yrs because of stupid men shit like this. Then the first guy came along last spring & I dumped him for this new bf!!!! FUCK ME!! Thankfully that one & I rekindled our friendship awhile back, played golf, had some laughs. Maybe we can still be friends and he will make me laugh off & on here...but I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SAD tonight, y'all & I HATE it!!! Can you believe he dumped me via TEXT????!!!!! After an intense summer relationship???!!!
sniff...I am drinking deep tonight. No apologies. Hope alls well w/ everyone
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