Thanks Neva Eva. Good luck to you too.
Thanks Seethepony. It is funny, Ig suggested the same thing. Have a drink and see where it takes you. I don't think it is a wrong thing to suggest. As I said to Ig, I don't have the guts to try it. I was 2.5 years sober and I tried that before, and then I ended up drinking another 2.8 years. So I am wiling to put up with with the odd pang or cravings, rather than drink at the moment. I hope that lasts. Good to hear the SE's aren't so bad for you Seethepony.
I like Mogler's quote and also the line 'Things can only get better'. I am sure they will. Thanks for your support.
I am down to 170MG today, I got to 5pm and realised I was out of pills for the day and had already taken my 17 pills. I am so used to getting close to the end of the day and thinking - God, I still have 4-5 more pills to take.
Felt a lot less BACed out today - so things are already starting to get better.
I keep testing myself. I walked past pubs this evening and saw people drinking and thought, nah I don't feel envious, it's just that I'm not that interested in having a drink.
Wish everyone well on their BAC journeys.
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