Ya'll are tough!

[AllyB]

Ya'll are tough!

My husband came home about 2 and a half hours ago and took his first 10mg along with a slew of vitamins. Then he fell fast asleep in under 3 minutes. He woke up after 2 hours and decided to take another 10mg as "tbh, I really didn't feel anything from the first tablet." He's asleep again now.

[Topsy-Turvy-Tracy]

Ya'll are tough!

Ally, that's comical. Maybe in a couple hours, he'll figure it out. :H

[Sunnyvalenting]

Ya'll are tough!

all quite funny. I bless my parents daily for all the great things they passed on. Why not blame them for this one?
LOL

[ignominous]

Ya'll are tough!

Trace
It took me a week after my first experimental dose!

[ignominous]

Ya'll are tough!

Sunny
My mother gave me everything she could, expensive education (must have been a burden), sound constitution due to a very healthy diet all my life and many other things. She also gave me a demon for which I curse her. But it wasn't her fault, if she could have seen what she was doing she would have killed herself rather than pass this onto me,

She has white knuckled it for 84 years, now there's someone with moral fortitude. The poor cow didn't even consider there might be an alternative. Protestant work ethic. No pain , no gain. Type of thing.

[ignominous]

Ya'll are tough!

I keep recalling this post (my last post on this thread). Now I've found it again!

That was the first nice thing I've said about my mother in the last 30 or 40 years. Anything else I've said positively about her has had to force its way out of me and I've wanted to add the caveat "and that she's really the most evil bitch in the world."

So progress with my new me.

[Topsy-Turvy-Tracy]

Ya'll are tough!

Ugh! It took me a long time to get over my mother's death - then the anger kicked in. She tried to be the "picture" perfect mom (as in, appearance really mattered to her). But she really was a very self-involved, controlling, superficial, heart-breaking, emotionally-void bitch.

I started getting over the effects she had on me about the time I stopped grieving for her. As I said before, ironic. I have a long way to go.

[ignominous]

Ya'll are tough!

Own the child. own the anger and then something about dealing with it. I'm sure you've read the same stuff somewhere.

[propartychief]

Ya'll are tough!

Sorry to butt in !!

I typed this in reply to" Dosage and Frequency By Otter" but it is "locked"


Ok I have to jump in here!!
I must say this all scares the shit out of me! I am so pleased to hear that Bac has helped so many but that being said it really concerns me that anybody take any meds without Dr. supervision. We all know what pills do to our liver and kidneys. (not that AL is any better) At least the Dr. Ameisen's method was monitored from a Dr.?s point of view.

The thought of using ourselves as guinea pigs scares me. I understand that it is hard to get these meds from most Dr.?s but there is a reason for that, they are not indicated for addiction as of yet. It is one thing to start a protocol that has been established but then to try and ?tweek? it on our own is just plain scary to me. And the extreme doses are just crazy in my view.

Sorry Otter but that is the way I feel. And to say that someone can get ?sober? in one day from this is NUTS !!!! I have been fighting this for many years. And it does NOT happen over night that we get sober. You may ?sober up? but that is different than being ?sober?!!

Please don?t get me wrong I believe in using meds. I took Campral but is was given to me by my Dr. He had never heard of it but looked it up online right there in front of me and saw that it was indicated for addiction and without hesitation gave it to me.

Ok just to let you know I have been a member of MWO since 07? and I have been fighting this for most of my life. I have been a drunk and drug addict most of my life.(since I was 11yo I am now 44yo)
I have been narcotics free for 10 years and drug free for almost 4 years. I had almost 11 months sober (AF date 10-05-09) but I fell off and am working to get back on track. I am not drinking like I was and with the knowledge that I did it once I KNOW I can do it again!!

OK I will shut up now!!
Just PLEASE be careful!!!
I hope the best for you all !! Keep on Keeping On !!!!

MUCH LOVE and PEACE !!!

BOB