I used to get so angry with the things you said--the judgements of me and others, the ridicule and lack of care and support and the blanket statements. I'd fire back at you in anger. I remember trying to prove to you that I was alcoholic. I remember correcting the spelling of my name several times.
As I got healthier habits I tried to understand and reason with you. I'd point out that other meds were talked about. I asked you to post your story with baclofen and drinking so I could understand your views.
I remember the last time you attacked me I posted that if I were still over drinking I would have believed your words about me. I've grown so much since 12/12/12 when I started medication to stop alcoholically drinking. Your latest post serves as a reminder of my continued growth. I'm not mad, I'm not trying to soothe you or convince you. I'm just happy to be free from all the emotional triggers that were set off when I was messed up.
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