Ig and Reggie,
Wow. To both of you, I am hoping there is a way to get better. Truly.
Reggie, quit deleting. Stop the finger when it goes to edit/delete. Okay?
You know, we actually recommend all post their feelings on Baclofen, even if it is negative. It is okay. Actually, it is good. Others need to know that there are down sides to the Baclofen therapy. It may put some off, but that may be for a good reason. They may know based on what is posted that this therapy will not work for them.
We only get upset when the negative posts are about attacking people.
Ig, I am going to do some serious searching for you. I know there are psycologists that will work by phone. That may or may not be an option for you. I run into the same thing as you do because of my constant traveling. It is just a part of my life. Can't keep up with normal medical care, either. So I understand.
You are right, Ig, a pastime is a big help. Exercise, etc. My last rehab was a non-12 Step rehab based loosely on Stanton Peele's program but also with some AA principles. Here is a condensed version:
1. Confront your issues and find something in life for which it is worth giving up alcohol.
2. Exercise to maintain a good physical and mental spirit.
3. Get out into the community and help those who need it. Find something you can do to give to society. Something that makes you feel good about yourself while making someone else's life better.
4. Meditate or pray dailly depending on your metaphysical beliefs.
5. Work on learning to love yourself.
This is the Reader's Digest condensed version of the rehab.
I have serious trouble with 1 and 5, so relapsed. But I continue to work on them. I will get there because I am here and that is a good reason to get there.
Reggie, I totally understand the going from a daily drinker to a binge drinker. I did that, myself. Unfortunately, when I quit taking Baclofen due to a stressful account last year, the binge drinking episodes got closer and closer together. It has been horrific.
Thank God, Baclofen is helping me right now. I decided to go AF while I am titrating up. It relieves at least the white knuckle part. I am not to indifference. I still want to go get my bottles of vodka and drink myself silly. But, I am able to go without and not have that jaw clenching, stomach clenching, whole body tightened into knots feeling.
Sorry about the tome, guys.
It is just that my heart goes out to you and I hope some little piece of this can be of help.
Meanwhile, Ig, I will be searching for a good, no an excellent, way for you to get counseling.
Love,
Cindi
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