Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

You speak English too well to be English Regiloonfuckeroo

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

I'm good at projecting. It comes from decades of trying to find my mistakes.

Out with the fucking Christian religion, out with fear, out with alcohol and other drugs, we're here Reg.

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

All my angst is due to money issues that I don't need.

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Sleep. My Aussie friend

[bleep]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Wow, this thread will get away from you if you take you're eye off it.

Nothing constructive to add, back at it...

[bleep]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Is Reg in bed yet?

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Mr Happy Bleepo

Hallo

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Reggie;1150330 wrote: sorry to hear igg money is the hard crap ..wishing you well its just paper ..easy to say i know but it is..... its just fucking paper...take care my freind:l

I'll take that with me to the monastery tomorrow where he will guide me with my future life.

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Reg. the boss monk likes me but he gets his living from wealthy patrons. Fairly rooted in the apparent world.

[bleep]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Hi Ig. Sorry to hear it's shit at the moment.

[Bruunhilde]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Hi Ig,

Loon is a bird too. Out with fucking FEAR, GUILT and other useless but harmful feelings. They're just FEELINGS. Toss'em. You deserve better.

[Bruunhilde]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Ig, I found gabapentin to be an instant mood elevator. Compared to anti depressants that is. May take a couple days but not a couple weeks. I tried stopping the panic fear money thinking alot lot lot but couldn't conquer it until I added gabapentin. I'm not cured but I'm more in control and happier. I haven't had a panic attack or uncontrollable freak/fear thinking... can you get your hands on any?

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

I'm wanting to try gabapentin since I read about your good reaction. I think I shall have to wait until my next trip to Thailand, not so far away. I'm particularly interested in the immediacy of the affect, as a long time self medicater, I like to know where I stand with my drugs!

The other drug I would love to try is ocytoxin (the cuddle drug). One of the things I yearn for is not to feel so alone: paradoxically though it is also the most mortifying thought that I may be understood (not an adequate word) by others. Maybe with ocytoxin I could stop hijacking my happiness and stop the conflicting messages I continually send.

Apologies to Bleep for being an arsehole last night. I am envious of your bright and optimistic disposition.

The money thing is 'just paper", I know. Logically, in nearly all respects, it doesn't help to worry about it. I want to tell my fucking brain that without becoming imbecilic. Having enough would free up a lot of brain time to work on this problem of mine!

[ignominious]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

Just saw this quote.

"If it was possible to become free of negative emotions by a riskless
implementation of an electrode - without impairing intelligence and
the critical mind - I would be the first patient."
Dalai Lama (Society for Neuroscience Congress, Nov. 2005)

[bleep]

Sobriety. From one who knows. A sober point of view.

No worries Ig.

I can't believe Reg is still sleeping. Lazy git.

I've been looking into Oxytocin quite a bit recently. The main problem is the half-life. A whopping 3 minutes. So the trick would be taking something that secretes it continually, like baclofen seems to do at a certain level. Would that I could remember what level that was!