I am a trainwreck!

[taw]

I am a trainwreck!

Yes duck...still taking Nal....I know it scares you but take it again....it will help!!!

[taw]

I am a trainwreck!

Thanks NE....had to cut bac on bac...thought I had more...waiting on next shipment....Now I know what double the rule means.....going to beat this!!!

[taw]

I am a trainwreck!

Anyone else having longer than usual shipping times from goldpharma? going on 3 weeks without dely.....NEVER taken this long....my bac up shipment will be here before my original shipment....UGH!!!!

[RudyB]

I am a trainwreck!

taw, how goes it? how's the sleeping thing? i've just had a whole big scary episode with night time breathing (see my apnea thread). i'm hoping yours has gone away. after a successful nap and night yesterday, i'm hopeful that i'll be back to sleeping well on a regular basis.

sounds a bit scary, running out of bac. hope it comes very soon, and that you'll get bac on track pronto. please let us know. i'm t hinking of you.

xoxo rudy

[taw]

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It came today....22 days....longest ever....have 2 more shipments on the way....on my way bac up!!! Sleep thing has been ok because I had to go bac down so much...but now that I know it is normal I think, hope I will be ok when I get bac up there!

How is everyone?

[bleep]

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All good here Taw, thanks!

What dosage are you going up to?

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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Hiya, Taw! So glad that you got it, finally. Ugh and aaargh to the wait!

You know all about how I am, since it's all out there for the WWW! But what about you? How's the Nal? Did you get sick from it? Are you going to continue to take it while you go bac up?

And, of course, have you seen any difference in your interest in drinking?

Hope it's a good day for you!
:l
Ne

[taw]

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It was a BAD weekend! I am so disgusted with myself...I feel like I was so close before I ran out and now I am starting back at the beginning...God, I am so sick of this...my poor son dealing with his stupid drunk mother all weekend!

[tiptronic_ct]

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taw;1126582 wrote: It was a BAD weekend! I am so disgusted with myself...I feel like I was so close before I ran out and now I am starting back at the beginning...God, I am so sick of this...my poor son dealing with his stupid drunk mother all weekend!

Onwards and upwards. As long as you've learned from this, and have already placed yet another order.

[RudyB]

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aww taw, keep on keeping on. i know how terrible it feels to have your son see you drunk. keep the faith, keep on plugging in the right direction. and keep your eyes on the prize. your son WILL know a sober mom. believe it. see it. it will be true.

most of all, forgive yourself.

[taw]

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So yesterday was my furlough day which would have normally been an open invitation to get hammered Tuesday night then start drinking as early as possible yesterday to get rid of the hangover.

I only had 1 1/2 glasses Tuesday night...I guess there is something to be said for the insomnia, I could not stay awake any longer....and yesterday I only had 4 all day, and did not even start until 3 pm....

Bac up to 175 mg....going up to 200 today...maybe I am getting close...

[Litre]

I am a trainwreck!

train wreck

I fell the same way, I am losing time from work, I am sick and tired of feeling like crap in the am, only to do it all over again

[taw]

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Litre,

I understand!! Are you taking any meds? What path are you taking to become AF?

[daisy45]

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Litre and Taw, you'll get there. Don't stop believing.......:h

[taw]

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So, only 1/2 a glass last night...and that was forced....

Now if I can only keep it up over the weekend...I have a family party Saturday...dreading it all ready but there is NO WAY I can drink there...so that will at least take a big chunk out of the day....

Wish me luck!!