i had a bac through.....

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

I am going off bac for now...the SE's were too bad....and my BP was out of this world...normally very low...but felt funny and checked it and was 190/100....I am 120/80 on a very good nervous too much coffee day....but thanks for checking on me! I will figure something else out...or try bac again....

when I was on a bad bac buzz and my boss asked me if I was drunk was too much....cannot do it....

going to tough it out and white knuckle it....see how that goes!

can't be worse...but am not sorry I tried this! made some friends hopefully!

[Seethepony]

i had a bac through.....

Arg! Holy poop. I'm really sorry it didn't work for you. I know you gave it an honest shot.

[bleep]

i had a bac through.....

Oh taw, that's unfortunate. I'm sorry you had such a rough ride. Obviously you have thought about this long and hard. Not half an hour ago I was looking for your thread, to suggest maybe going up, in the hope that it was just this level that disagreed so horribly with you. I suppose a brief experiment is out the question?

Is taking some time off and whacking this with a big stick not an option?

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

that is the plan bleep...taking some time off than whacking the shit out of it!

but when I was actually stone cold sober having someone ask me if I was drunk was then end of the line! and I felt drunk and stoned at the same time and as neither! that is the pooper of it all!

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

but thanks everyone for the cheerleading....feel like a failure for not being able to do this....but was worse than the actual being a drunk!

[bleep]

i had a bac through.....

No failure here taw, you'll find a way.

I hear you on the being asked about drunk - I was asked a couple of times if that was the case! Never nice.

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

especially when you are sober,bleep! but I guess I was acting it which I don't want to either....

[TracyA]

i had a bac through.....

Taw, I'm really sorry it didn't work for you. Sounds like with the BP spiking and stuff and work, it's probably a good choice to back off. Please don't leave us though - keep lettin' people what's up with Taw.

[_serenity_]

i had a bac through.....

Sorry to hear it didn't work for you, dear Taw! I hope that you can find something to help you out of this. Keep us posted, don't be a stranger! :l :h

[Bruunhilde]

i had a bac through.....

Hey Taw, you're not alone sister, you got me and others here who couldn't take the blood pressure spike, among other things.

Stay around, will you, whether or not you go up again.

Glad you watched your BP, better to die a drunk than paralyzed from a stroke knowing your kid sister is wiping your ass for ten years after you stroked out from HBP.

:h I'm here with ya.

[Bruunhilde]

i had a bac through.....

Taw, don't forget to start your thread again - this is your second try at bac, it took Neva three times. And as I've said, I can't take it and am trying other things, and doing pretty well for a change. I think I ruined my insides while drinking hard before and during bac, and I can't take it anymore. Plus I'm doing Lithium Orotate and huge doses of L-glut.

Let us know how you go...

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

I will, thanks Bruun! as soon as I stop puking again I will let you know! Much worse this go around but will try to hang in there!

[JohnR]

i had a bac through.....

For what it's worth, I too have HBP and found that increasing those meds has helped to counteract the increase caused by bac. Of course you should check with your MD but it may be worth a shot.

[Bruunhilde]

i had a bac through.....

Hi John, I'm already on three meds for HBP, I don't think upping those meds would be an option. They already have a hard time keeping it borderline at 145/87 or whatever it is today. Ideally I'd be at 120/70 but we can't even get there. So thanks for the idea, but I'm just one fucked up body and the HBP has been there since puberty.

Taw, I can't imagine you're going through this again. Have you tried topa? It helped me with minimal SEs.

[taw]

i had a bac through.....

why did you stop the topa bruun?

how are doing with no meds?