Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Ne/Neva Eva;1156076 wrote: but what newborn isn't hideous?

Puppies!

Get a high powered BB gun and shoot the dirty buggers!

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Oh bugger! I've just checked the weather forecast and it's set to be cloudy from Mon to Thurs. It's sunny intervals today so I'm a happy bunny, but for the rest of the week I'm likely to be rather down. It's ridiculous (and I mean that in its usual sense, not some strange, new, youth-speak meaning) but my mood is so closely related to the weather, or more precisely the level of light outside. It's not Seasonal Affective Disorder because my mood isn't dependent on the number of daylight hours, just on whether or not it's sunny. It's not a vitamin D deficiency, because I always spend at least 2 hours outside every day of the year, regardless. Years ago I bought a light box, thinking phototherapy would sort it out. Did it bollocks! I'm on ADs but they have no effect on the lack of sunshine thing.

And the worst thing about this is, I live in England...where the norm is cloudy. FFS!!!!!


Anyway, as it's sunny today and I'm feeling good, I'm doing all the things I know I won't be arsed to do tomorrow when it's gloomy and I'm gloomy. I did a quick repair on my T25's sluggish engine (now it's running like a dream), I've cleaned the walls in the bathroom (the grouting on those fricking tiles have been winding me right up), the dogs are brushed and I'm all exercised: I've pushed up, chinned up, pulled up, pulled over, curled, crushed and crunched and now I'm feeling fricking good. And I better make the most of it 'cos tomorrow the sun will be gone and I'll have to, once again, live with the fact I live in such a cloudy, sodden, sodding country.

My SE's have changed. The hornies have gone! YEAH!!! Being permanently on the edge of immediate arousal gets old pretty quickly and now I'm back to normal. I no longer find every woman I see, incredibly alluring. Now it's just the MILFs I want to shag senseless. Hee hee, back to normal.

[LadyLush]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

It is suppose to rain here, 30% chance. I think it is suppose to be 104 today???
I drank last night. First time in weeks. I thought as in the past it would drown things. It made matters worse. I am not a drunk any more. I am not a drunk. I thank all of you for that. I realize now that Baclofen made me a 'normal' person. People that have not been through this will never comprehend the magnitude of the word 'normal'.


Thank you all:l

LL

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Murphyx;1156095 wrote:
Anyway, as it's sunny today and I'm feeling good, I'm doing all the things I know I won't be arsed to do tomorrow when it's gloomy and I'm gloomy. I did a quick repair on my T25's sluggish engine (now it's running like a dream), I've cleaned the walls in the bathroom (the grouting on those fricking tiles have been winding me right up), the dogs are brushed and I'm all exercised: I've pushed up, chinned up, pulled up, pulled over, curled, crushed and crunched and now I'm feeling fricking good.

It's sunny where I live. and there's another Brit on my street. He's very namby-pamby. You all would get along famously.

What's up with the productivity??? :H Yay, you!

[RudyB]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

hey there NORMAL lady! you are NOT a drunk! sorry about the drink but today is a new day, huh? and i hope it's raining not heating. it's a mildly breezy 70something in the tropical rainforest of this here hudson valley. you could live here, just think, and do some of those antics murph described just now, on my shady front lawn, and then scoot down the quiet country lane for a jog to the firehouse and back, passing historic stone houses and celebrities along the way. then, we could come back here to my newly polished cape and chug ale and smoke cigarettes (a perfect finish to a hearty run). oh, but wait, we're not drunks, we're NORMAL! good riddance to that bubbly brew. we'll eat straight from the garden and post nonsense on murph's thread, telling about the coyote scat we saw, and maybe the local bear cub who sauntered by but we didn't shoot with a bb gun cause i don't have one. we used my father's two thousand dollar rifle that my ex hubby forgot to take out of the closet, risking his son's life in spite of his excessive paranoia. (no, wait, he had it locked in its case, bullets on the shelf out of reach. darn. i love roasting him.) well, there is a picture of my evening ahead, minus the exercise 'cause i'm tired from my nap.

ok, enough nonsense for now. murph, i hope you're not too sad about where you live. the sun will come out next week. chin up!

[Ne/Neva Eva]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

LadyLush;1156123 wrote:
I drank last night. First time in weeks. I thought as in the past it would drown things. It made matters worse. I am not a drunk any more. I am not a drunk. I thank all of you for that. I realize now that Baclofen made me a 'normal' person. People that have not been through this will never comprehend the magnitude of the word 'normal'.


Thank you all:l

LL

LL, it happens. It sucks. It's definitely much more fun to be sussing out what normal is, and what normal does, than it is to be fighting off the big bad beast. Or even the vestiges of what we do to ourselves in the grips of that evil.

Sorry for that, glad you shared it.

And you're welcome, and thanks back at you! It's nice to have a place with friends for support.
xo

[SlipperyPete]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

WTF? I googled "Amy Winehouse baclofen" and was led here. What is this place? This is ridiculous.

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

LadyLush;1156123 wrote: I thought as in the past it would drown things. It made matters worse. I am not a drunk any more.Yeah, weird ain't it? Booze doesn't do what it used to. Hang on, it's not weird, it's freaking awesome (that's not pronounced "ossom" btw).

Ne/Neva Eva;1156245 wrote: It's sunny where I live. and there's another Brit on my street. He's very namby-pamby. You all would get along famously.

What's up with the productivity??? :H Yay, you!No, I'd probably slap him. The productivity? It's what normal people do...sometimes.

RudyB;1156248 wrote: ok, enough nonsense for now.

There's never enough nonsense. It's nonsense to suggest there is.

RudyB;1156248 wrote: chin up!

Cool. Very 1950s Brit. I wholly approve, my dear old thing.
SlipperyPete;1156252 wrote: WTF? I googled "Amy Winehouse baclofen" and was led here. What is this place? This is ridiculous.

"This is ridiculous". You're going to have to explain exactly what you mean by that phrase. You younguns confuse me with your funny lingo and trousers around your knees.:H

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

OMG I'm desperate. I've got a half litre of the good stuff chilling in the kitchen and I just know I don't have the willpower to stop it ending up going down my throat.

What will I do?

I know I can do this. I know I'm strong enough to resist the temptation.

I WILL resist. I WILL. I WILL!!!
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Nah who the fuck am I kidding? That shit's ending up where it belongs: on the inside of me, making me feel good for a little while but then guilt, terrible, terrible guilt. The guilt only a Catholic can know. I hear Jews are good at the guilt thing too but I doubt it's this kinda guilt. Anyhoo, guilt or not, I'm necking this gorgeous stuff. Sure it's bad for me. Sure it'll maybe kill me but man, what a way to go, right? RIGHT?

So, I'm off to reacquaint myself with ice cream in the form of a big tub of chocolate flavour Carte D'or. Yeah baby!

So what if it's 1000 calories? I've lost a shit load of weight and I can afford it.

Talking of which, I've got to go shopping for new clothes. I'm starting to look like a kid wearing his older brother's hand me downs. I've gone from 5XL T shirts to 2XL. The reason I know I'm now a 2XL is because I found an old T at the bottom of a drawer and it fits, while my other ones look like tents. Perhaps I should just wait until I stop losing weight and then go shopping. Or maybe I should just eat lots of ice cream and then I'll fit my 5XL stuff again.

Hmmmm, the last option does sound rather enticing, but I'll probably carry on with the diet and buy new clothes. Shit, being fit is expensive!

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

I just wanted to show you this:



I would have made it into my new avatar, but it doesn't shrink to 150x150 too well.

Oh yeah, the other reason for posting was to overtake Ne's thread for number of posts. Not that I'm competitive or anything. :H

[SlipperyPete]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Here's my contribution to up your post tally.

Ridiculous: something that is unbelievable in some way shape or form, an event worthy of memory

Using it in my Amy Winehouse post was out of context. I just wanted to mess with you.

[Bruunhilde]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

That's just ridiculous. :H

[Murphyx]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

And your crazy trousers? Explain that please.

[SlipperyPete]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Hard to explain that one. It just FEELS right.

[curlygirl7]

Murph’s Baclofen (or should that be BacloFUN) diary

Bruunhilde;1155508 wrote: Calm isn't what I would call the diarrhea CALM creates despite BP lowering benefits.

Um If your'e getting diarrhea you need to lower the dose a bit. You definitely don't feel calm when you are having diarrhea!