Bruun's Titting UP

[Doggygirl]

Bruun's Titting UP

Good morning Bruun. :cupajoe: (that's tea) How are you today? Just thinkin' of you.

DG

[Bruunhilde]

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The Dog Bidet

Thanks so much Is, DG, Ne, you are really helping me, it's such a big hug to read your posts, love you all. :l

The good news: I had a bottle of wine and a tiny bit of xanax last night, and didn't go get more.

The not so good news: I am having up to 1 bottle of wine tonight again, I'm just too depressed to AF. I spent most of the day doing chores and reading a book in bed, feeling like the big L emblazoned on my forehead must shine so brightly the neighbors see a new star in the night sky. Or a falling comet. So much for a week off work.

And I'm not wanting to see my folks, :l my mom is agitating to be around, it's workworkwork there, I become The Kitchen Slave. Plus the 100 miles becomes 4 hours each way in LA traffic. Not sure I'm going at this point. But I need to not be alone, my friend is available for lunch or dinner in the next few days I think. I could also go to Nordstrom, act rich and buy shit on credit.

Just got the pup professionally washed (I can't keep him still enough to wash all 90lbs of him, he thinks its a game). So sprung the $50 and arriving home, he immediately goes into the backyard and has giant diarrhea and then jumps in the pool. WTF The pool is a giant bidet?

[_serenity_]

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Don't beat yourself up, dear Bruun! :l Thinking of you.

[LadyLush]

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Bruun,

Definition from the Urban Dictionary:

Snaggletooth -
Noticeably nasty and or crooked-ass teeth.

You got him on Facebook?

Gotta see, gotta see!

Lady:l

Oh, and like Serenity said "don't beat yourself up", We have all done it and done it and done it before.

[bkyogagurl]

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Hi Bruun~

Just wanted to stop in and say hi!

I'm not doing so good with the AF during the week that I had promised. If it makes you feel any better.
I think the husband is frustrated alittle but he isn't saying so.

My doggies just got done with a month of diarhhea... fun fun for me. and $500 in vet bills.

I have been managing to control my consumption for the past couple of days. Having less more spread out. I am trying not to get that drunk feeling.

Well here's a (((((hug)))))
BK

[Isolde]

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Bruunhilde;1102972 wrote:
The not so good news: I am having up to 1 bottle of wine tonight again, I'm just too depressed to AF. I spent most of the day doing chores and reading a book in bed, feeling like the big L emblazoned on my forehead must shine so brightly the neighbors see a new star in the night sky. Or a falling comet. So much for a week off work.
Oh Bruun, sorry to hear you're depressed!! I've dealt with that big time, at numerous points in my life, and it sucks the big one. And even if you feel like a big loser at the moment, rest assured that this is merely a tiny pinpoint in time and very soon you will be back to kicking ass and taking names in the self improvement arena!! :l


Bruunhilde;1102972 wrote:
Just got the pup professionally washed (I can't keep him still enough to wash all 90lbs of him, he thinks its a game). So sprung the $50 and arriving home, he immediately goes into the backyard and has giant diarrhea and then jumps in the pool. WTF The pool is a giant bidet?

:H I'm sorry, that really sucks, but you must admit, it's friggin' hilarious! Look at it this way, at least you didn't have to wash him, the diarrhea happened in the backyard (instead of the house!) and well... chlorine and a pool filter will handle the rest! He's still clean!!

[Chi]

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Bruun just wanted to add my support too.

I also went over-board last night... lots of stress, etc... so I can empathize with how you feel.

But it's over now. We live and learn right? Today is a new day. It's never to late to develop some new coping skills, so hang in there and re-evaluate your plan as needed.

[redhead77]

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Since we don't have a pic, how about an emoticon? :nicemeeting: I know the teeth are white and straight, but still. They are obnoxious! Hope you're hanging in there Bruun.

[Doggygirl]

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Hi Bruun. I'm so sorry to read of your funk. You do NOT have an L on your forehead girl!!! Don't make me come :b&d: you.

Your post made me think of the many times I have thought to myself "what I really need is a few days (or week - whatever) off to do nothing." But you know what I always find out? That's really NOT what I need. Or certainly not what I do well with. If I stay home too much to "rest" I just end up depressed and lathargic and then I feel lousy about myself and my day, and it's a viscious cycle that gets worse.

I certainly need to get my rest at night, but for whatever reason, my days need to stay busy. It doesn't always have to be work (hence a lot of effort to find new hobbies I enjoy, etc.) but I just can't sit/lay around much or I end up in a bad mental place.

Just wanted you to know you are not alone with that.

I started doing the "Couch to 5K" running program. Holy shit I was sore after the first day! If I have to come :b&d: you, I'll drag your ass with me.

What are you doing this weekend? Besides cleaning up your pool. What does one do with a pool after a doggy dives in there with known diarhea anyway? Invite your German boyfriend over for a swim?

I hope you are feeling better SOON. I miss your full on humor. ((((Bruun))))

DG

[Isolde]

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Doggygirl;1103483 wrote:
I started doing the "Couch to 5K" running program. Holy shit I was sore after the first day!

I've done that program! Works very well for someone like me who needs structure. Wait until you get to... geez, forget which week it is, but you have to do 20 minutes straight! I created custom play lists for my iPod based on the time of the song, so I knew when to run and when to walk. Way better than the podcasts that you can download for Cto5K! Good luck with it!

I won't get into how I feel about endurance cardio now..

[Bruunhilde]

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Thanks all you fabulous women and friends, I love being bitch slapped by the nicest of you, I know it takes effort. LOL The martini bitch is slapped but the wine grind is giving me meaningless days and sad moments for the dog although the cats like it - could sleep 24hrs a day, those things. Took the pup to the dog park and wiped him out, he's an angel, except he had the mucus turd again. ohmygawd sorry to share. The best thing is he's (like my other GSD) very particular about where he shits, normally, so never in the pool, just likes to wash quickly I suspect. Like a cat, these shepherds. Cleanliness is next to godliness?

Is and DG, not familiar with the miracle couch potato turnign to a runner. Not sure my gut, feet or boobs could take it. Do tell the personal stories?
And yes Is, everything is hilarious, in its own disgusting way. At least with the pool washing his shits off, I don't have to watch it during the lovely evening hours.

Chi, you're right, I'm working it, even as I have wine, I'm determined to not be drinking next week and tapering. Tapering. Tapering. Titting? So hard to get to that point where you feel you have a choice!! Isn't that why we're all here, seeking choice? Hang in there, sounds like you're doing quite well. Stick with it, much to hard to recoup the losses I say.

Red, you want a pic, of Horseteeth, I will provide. PM me.

And now, we should be back at the real importance - the rating of the Nekked Brazilian Boy who refused to have his pic taken even tho his dearest whim was to strip tease in front of the Paris Hotel room window lights ablaze? I would grade a 8 for sexiness. The rest is up for vote.

[bleep]

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Hey Bruun,

I was very disappointed not to see HorseTeeth, so here it is...

Go to TinyPic - Free Image Hosting, Photo Sharing & Video Hosting There it will ask you to upload a picture.



Find the picture on your computer, and click "upload." Once it has uploaded, you will see this:



Highlight the "IMG Code for Forums & Message Boards" line, and copy/paste that into your post. The picture will appear on the forum.

If the picture is already on the internet, just right click it and "copy link address" Paste that link address onto your post.

I hope to see HT shortly!

I am sorry to hear you are having a rough go of it.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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Morning, my first MWO friend!

What DG said.

I think I may check out the Couch-to-5k program. The first part sounds doable! I haven't gotten off the couch in about a month with the exception of a few half-assed attempts at the gym.

You're dog stories crack me up, too. That is one very lucky pooch.

I'm sorry that I get so caught up in "my" way out that I forget that it's not THE way out.

We all know that there's more than one way out. Doggygirl has it going on. She's got what I want and has it without bac.
The good news is that you'll find it, too.
:h
K
(Hi, BKyoga! I'm sorry it's difficult for you, too, atm. :l)

[Doggygirl]

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Hi Bruun!!!

Funny story and very true. We ARE sisters here I think!! I saw your post on Ne's thread reminding that you are not able to take high dose bac. I headed here to your thread where I was going to remind that there is indeed more than one way out, and I am living one of them too. And here was Ne who posted the very same thing! SISTAHS!!!

There IS more than one way out Bruun. I am living in contented and happy sobriety. I do not crave alcohol at all - and haven't had a desire to drink in a very long time. I love my life. Before I quit drinking my blood pressure was getting high and I was 60 pounds over weight and had a pain in my foot that made me limp constantly. All of those problems are gone now. If I can do it, I know you can do it. Easy? No. Possible? Yes. Rewarding? Yes.

Now for C25K. Is, someday I want to get savvy with my iPhone and download songs and all that jazz you are talking about!!! For now, I listen to the voice and tunes of Couch to 5K Brittish style!! (the NHS version) Is 20 minutes the 9th week where you run the whole way? LOL I just finished my 3rd week 1 run Thursday which is 5 minutes walk, then 60 sec run / 90 sec walk 8 times, then 5 minutes walk. So only 8 minutes total of running. And THAT made me really sore! :H

Bruun, if my feet / back / boobs can take it, anyone's can take it. Same goes for you Ne!

I don't know if running is really for me, but I will never know unless I try. I went to a running shoe place and got fitted properly for shoes and spent $140 for the stinkin' running shoes. By doing that, I at least guaranteed that I will stick with this through week 3 or 4 at least.

GSD's???????? How did I miss that you have GSD's Bruun???? (the mind is a terrible thing to waste, and I clearly did too much of that!) We have 3 of those and Mr. Doggy is a Schutzhund enthusiast. And one of ours is a diahrea nightmare. Can she come to your house and go swimming???? We also have a mutt and a Beagle. The mutt is the second to the oldest, and by far the healthiest of the lot.

So are you tapering off? What's up today? What are your Easter plans? We have to go have lunch with my parents and my Dad is sick and a grizzly bear lately. So I'm not real excited about it. I'm glad we're going to a restaurant though - I think that's the least grizzly of the options. And if he's nasty to the waitress, at least we will make sure she gets a great tip. That's not the way it goes if Mom has to cook.

DG

[Bruunhilde]

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Horseteeth, for bleep and by bleep (courtesy of his tutorial).


Now, as to Q's and A's, tapering off the AL, is what I'm trying to taper. Vegas reminded me of the few delights of booze, now I'm dealing with the life-killing downers. Off the hard stuff though, so working on tapering down the AL content and quantity.

Was supposed to see folks this weekend but guess what, did not feel up to it. I want one of your GSD's GD, in about ten years, I'll be ready for my next special baby. Maybe when I'm off the AL, I'll have the patience to train the buggers. My boy is a darling precious obedient thing, mostly. Except for the pool as bidet. And the dog park today, OMG, embarrassing, they must think I feed him McDonalds. DG, your avi is a gorgeous dog, would love to see more.

Good idea on the restaurant, I always make sure the waitress knows that it's the asshole I'm with, not her, and I add to the tip when he's not looking on occasions like that. Not dating helps. Of course, you can't not date your dad, can ya.

Thanks Neva, sometimes I feel out of place in meds, although I do take low dose bac and lithium orotate and xanax, so think that qualifies me as all medded up.

Anywho, going to watch a movie and have a Stella. What movie did I rent? I have no idea.