Bruun's Titting UP

[Bruunhilde]

Bruun's Titting UP

Oh damn, just had to edit a post O!P!,

Sorry for that - didn't know Petus wasn't good too, but didn't realize the F was such a shit story. LOL, I just kept laughing through your pain, bitch that I am. And I have the blue F screen of death on my work PC, effing. And IE 6.0 about to be upgraded this month but I'm remote so won't get it. Also, worried about how much more they'll filter out. Are you a genius with PC's OP? Oh Petey, would you rescue this old beotch so she can post on her old PC that won't let her do anything but read on MWO? Can't number the amount of posts it took for me to realize that was a no-go for that pc on the new harddrive?

Lucky Mx isn't here to make a nasty comment about you helping with my hard drive. But you ARE the new Mx, and channeling his wit, right, filling the void? As it were?

Red, did I blame her for him staring? I didn't mean to, she was a bitch all on her own. I think she was surprised I was so much younger than she remembered, not sure, but the only other time we met, I was a wall flower, she was being a PIA in a very annoying way. The only reason I went was to meet new people. I've lived here for 5 years and the only people I meet are very far away (I work remotely) and in my HOA. So meeting people I don't get drunk with is top of the list of things to do besides working out and dogpark. The latter which has been a bit f'ng zero in the meeting people thing. Nice but ... often undesirable in many ways, men and women alike. No sexism here, baby. Except sometimes. But I warm to lovelies like O!P who are so wholey warm and sweet, wish I knew you when. Even if you're ugly, which is okay given your man parts, I'd date you. Too bad I'm old.

[SlipperyPete]

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Sorry Bruun, but I have no interest in being the "new Murphy." I'd much rather be the "same old Pete as always" and remain a distinct entity.

As for your computer, I'm trying to figure out your situation. It seems like your work is firewalling your internet? Is that your home computer? What's going on with all that?

And no, I'm not ugly lol. I'm sure you'll find someone, though, Bruun. I'm just about ready to start looking, myself.

[Bruunhilde]

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DUDE,

Did not mean to intimate you're ugly, I think you've posted how gorgeous you are prior (body double for gorgeous sex objects etc?!!) or am I mistaken? Anyways, no need for you to be the new Mx, just thought it was a COMPLIMENT because you're funny.

Also, because you said to me that "you'll find someone" ... etc. I am not looking for anyone. Feel like you are managing to categorize me like many do for women my ... age... Am I being wrong/mean?

Thanks for trying to help me. I have two computers, one is work which means I can post messages but not see or post stuff that is blocked (snapfish/youtube). I have another pc (my personal computer) that won't let me post on MWO at all so I can read only.

Weird.

Thanks for helping.

[SlipperyPete]

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My mistake. Looks like I got tripped up on that paragraph where you said you wanted to meet people, and then said if I was younger... Reading back on it I see my mistake. I'm not trying to classify you.

Why won't your PC let you post on MWO?

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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I spent a good deal of time with you guys yesterday despite the fact that I haven't been on MWO in a century. (Two days!)
I've spent the week and weekend alternating memorizing muscles (grrrrr. whyth do we have so many damn muscles and bones???) and covering gourds with glue and glitter. Superfun, I have to admit, but there are flowers and petals and thorns from roses, and glitter EVERYWHERE! I was decorating for a charity event that Ed's involved in and it was extremely intense, in spite of the fact that it boiled down to glitter and glue! It went off without a hitch, and we were awarded several prizes, so all is well. I swear it is all related to the fact that my mantra this weekend was, "The universe says yes." That made me think of Redthread and this thread and others. I wish someone would start the meditation or managing anxiety thread already. We could ALL benefit from that!

I love spending time with the chicks in the kitchen. That's where the food is! I yearn for one of those big open kitchens, though, for when I have people over that think it's anathema. I get that, too. But the bottom line is spending time with the wrong people in the even the right place is rather loathsome. Ed and I went out last night with all the people in the competition. It was the political thing to do and I was really looking forward to it. Ed was a big winner last night, much to celebrate, and, well, it took me two hours to get ready, dammit! Restaurant peeps, one and all, I figured there'd be lots to talk about. I swear to you that the vast majority were interested in nothing more than getting their drink on. omg. It was unreal. Especially the host, the owner of the restaurant we were in. Somehow he figured out that today is Ed's birthday, and between that and the awards he won, it was constant "hooza! down the hatch!"
Shortly after we arrived I whispered to Ed "I did not put on a push up bra for this! And I'm wearing four inch heels. I'm not carrying your ass home!" So we left. Better luck next time. Damn sure it won't be with those people. :-(
ditto your peeps. I wish we could all get together and have a party. Don't you?

Anyhoo. I went to get my coffee this morning (at 4:30am mind you!) and the stench from the fridge reminds me of my last visit to the city dump. Getting the cream out is the last time I open that thing without a gas mask and some serious non-environmentally-friendly chemical cleaner. Tomorrow maybe! Or next week! Though my frugality will probably prevent me from ordering pizza for B, L, and D.

I like Slipperish, ftr. I think that's a great nom de plume for a nerd-ish, counterculture-ish Harry-Potter-loving, stud-muffin such as yourself. Have I told you about the religion one of my friends started? It's the My Little Pony religion. Now when he swears, good or bad, he does it in the name of My Little Pony. There are a lot of deities with different attributes to pray to or swear at. Plus he likes the rainbow colors and he started playing with dolls rather than balls! Um, wait. That's not quite right. Or at least not how it ended up! :H

DG, if I had to wait a week and a half for my grades I think I would lose it and stalk my profs. Fingers crossed, though I know you don't need it!
The sun is rising, finally, which means I'm behind schedule! Next up on the list: The endocrine system! I hope everyone has as much fun as I am! (Really! SO much better than the damn muscles. I am a nerd. And not the cool kind. No wonder I didn't make any fast friends last night! )

Much love!

[Ne/Neva Eva]

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Hayzeus! Sorry for the tome!

[Doggygirl]

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Hi Brutus & friends!! So Is - did you end up not shopping due to the rain? If you DID shop, I want to hear about the amazing stuff you bought. I will live vicariously through you!

I think one possible problem with losing posts is not having the "remember me" thingy checked? Of course from a work computer or whatever you may not WANT to check that. I have also experienced post death due to hitting an odd key. Whatever the cause, it sucks to lose a long post!!!

Brutus I was :H about you thinking of the first part of that joke without looking at the last part to know it was a joke. :H What a great way to get on everyone's party A-list - HELP IN THE KITCHEN!!!! I'm with red on not being so hasty to put that phone number through the wash!

On women getting mad at other women when their men stare at them. I too have wondered about the seeming mis-direction of that. Seems some of this is just "how we are" as women. :egad: That is, if my Human Development text is to be believed about the way women tend to view threats, etc.

I don't think I compared you to Erma, mainly because my memorizer doesn't work very well and I tend not to remember names. :H But maybe I did. My bullshitter works way better than my memorizer these days.

Ne - I have come to really dislike "social events" where the majority have a main purpose to drink as opposed to a main purpose of something else. I bet you looked smashing in your push up bra and heels though. I assume hubby was happy to leave early????? Were the awards for the pumpkins and gourds? Or something else?

Good to see you Pete. I won't call you by those other names any more.

I need to study for my last mid term today and I don't wanna. But I can't let that stop me. Have a great day one and all!

DG

[Bruunhilde]

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Good morning all!

I had a crazy last few hours - dreams and insomnia thoughts, feeling like everything this past 48 hours has been lesson after life lesson etc. To such an extent that it was like a corny love story gone wrong but right too, multi-generational me in the starring role. Maybe I'll get it in here before I forget it all - I spent so much time putting puzzle pieces together that I probably won't forget it all, but I may forget how it all fits together so it may not be worth writing/reading.

Anyways, good to see you Karen! Saw you on another thread and thought, did I miss that bit in the original post? I see us as polar opposites sometimes - I have such ADD and so do you, but you somehow see all this detail and flesh it out, and I somehow miss so much detail, here and in my work life, that I end up sending two responses to email queries for instance, because I missed half the question in the first read/response. Yikes, I need to fix this, it makes me look looney. Now that's another partial nickname from my earlier days, but that was due to my sense of humor not my ADD.

DG, I was thinking this AM that it may have been RedThread that said that, but I don't recall. If it doesn't sound like something you would say, don't take it back! Most definitely! I'll send it back to the original maker of said thought myself since it bugs me for some reason. Mostly because I thought she was corny instead of funny, and a homemaker which I was raised to disrespect. That also relates to my dreams of last night which I can't get to now because I have a meeting in 12 minutes.

Ciao all, have a good day. Going to get an Xray to see what the shortness of breath is about and a sonogram to see what the weird breast feeling is about. Wish me luck and love! I'm sure I'll be back ...

Oh did I mention at the dinner party Sat nite I had brussel sprouts for the first time in many years? I should also mention I cleaned and trimmed them between doing the turnips and the potatoes. And I DO like helping in the kitchen, but if everyone had done an hour, instead of two of us doing more than the hostess did (she had to stop and entertain now and then), it would have been a good bit more fun. I am happy to say my new boots are now broken in tho.

[Bruunhilde]

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Good morning all!

I had a crazy night/morning- dreams and insomnia, feeling like everything this past 48 hours has been lesson after life lesson etc. To such an extent that it was like a corny love story gone wrong but right too, multi-generational me in the starring role. Maybe I'll get it in here before I forget it all - I spent so much time putting puzzle pieces together that I probably won't forget it all, but I may forget how it all fits together so it may not be worth writing/reading.

Anyways, good to see you Karen! Saw you on another thread and thought, did I miss that bit in the original post? I see us as polar opposites sometimes - I have such ADD and so do you, but you somehow see all this detail and flesh it out, and I somehow miss so much detail, here and in my work life, that I end up sending two responses to email queries for instance, because I missed half the question in the first read/response. Yikes, I need to fix this, it makes me look looney. Now that's another partial nickname from my earlier days, but that was due to my sense of humor not my ADD.

DG, I was thinking this AM that it may have been RedThread that said that, but I don't recall. If it doesn't sound like something you would say, don't take it back! Most definitely! I'll send it back to the original maker of said thought myself since it bugs me for some reason. Mostly because I thought she was corny instead of funny, and a homemaker which I was raised to disrespect. That also relates to my dreams of last night which I can't get to now because I have a meeting in 12 minutes.

Ciao all, have a good day. Going to get an Xray to see what the shortness of breath is about and a sonogram to see what the weird breast feeling is about. Wish me luck and love! I'm sure I'll be back ...

Oh did I mention at the dinner party Sat nite I had brussel sprouts for the first time in many years? Then I read two of you did that too, guess we're eating seasonally which is best. I not only ate three but I cleaned and trimmed all of them between doing the turnips and the potatoes. And I DO like helping in the kitchen, but if everyone had done an hour, instead of two of us doing 5, it would have been a good bit more fun. I am happy to say my new boots are now broken in and didn't cripple me in the first wearing.

[Doggygirl]

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Brutus, I hope the X-rays, tests, etc. are informative and that all is fine!

DG

[Bruunhilde]

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Thanks DG, I'm sure it will be fine.

By the way, wanted to get you talking more about the class you're glad will end because its about parenting and how it takes you back to the void of your childhood. I think many of us have visited those days as we seek healing from this crap ass affliction.

Also liked your post about dual disorders on the anxiety thread. I couldn't agree more that one is not bigger/first, for me they're both primary but perhaps I wouldn't have escaped into alcohol to such a degree if not for the high anxiety which derived or escalated into severity from several sources.

[Bruunhilde]

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Just bought a book online, The Easy Way to Stop Drinking by Allen Carr.

:biteme:

[Doggygirl]

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Hey - lot's of peole say that book has helped them. Let us know how it is! I always sort of :H at the title because I just can't imagine it ever being "easy." But maybe it really IS easy and maybe Allen has the keys to the kingdom!!!!! Let us know!!!! Heck, if he would have called it the "really hard but maybe possible way to quit drinking" I probably would have bought it.

I'm glad you started the meditation and stuff thread in holistic.

DG

[Bruunhilde]

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Allen does have the keys to the kingdom, since he died already. Maybe he's on to the learning channel in the heavens, where the past life regressionists think we go. Maybe he'll be a nun in his next life, having kicked the drink and smokes, now he's ready to kick the sex habit.... Maybe he'll (she'll) show up here (in a habit with a new habit) praying for a "sinner" :l

[RudyB]

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...or maybe he'll be on the next episode of 'medium,' giving the missing puzzle piece to an amazing crime. i read that book a couple of years ago, and posted on the gd section that i didn't much like it, it was overly-simplistic, and the title was a joke. someone jumped on me for that and said that i shouldn't down the book, as it had really helped her, and now maybe someone won't be helped by it, thanks to me. i felt bad about that one for a good long while, think i even stopped posting at that point!

ok, so, this is the ONLY post i get to write! i must get to bed early! have been doing so and it's working wonders, as is only 140 mg of bac, which makes me feel normal again: no se's, and no hankering for ale!!!

bruun, how about a bike?

i always go for amazon first, as i assumed they were the fastest, usually order new books, but haven;t noticed a delay in the used ones. sorry, i can't confirm your conspiracy theory.

what's hoa? and why O!P!?

i'm dying to know the one thing you said wrong at that party... and that guy, i dunno, i say let the universe decide. see if you forget the number in your jeans, or not. he sounded a bit self-absorbed, which i find to be a completely loathesome quality in a person. as far as hanging with that company again, yuck! maybe with the other sues, but the rest should take a dish towel and flagellate themselves with it. what boorish behavior! your description made my skin crawl. and prepping brussels sprouts is an art! thankless morons!

there was something else, but i can't read my notes. but i will add that i HATE the post-losing thing, and like with dg, it often came from a simple mis-stroke of a key. poof! gone! sometimes hitting the back button has worked for me (but not with those accidental hits).

hope y'all had a good day. i'm happy our students (ne, doggy girl) are so high on your studies. you must be your teachers' dreams.

oh yeah, and i, too, have lately thought about the lonnnng posts i put here, and how some would never wade through them, but still be annoyed by them just for existing. oh well. it's a really good place for us to connect with some of the only people in the world who are going about our drink challenges in the way that we are. therapy? hell yeah! the best i've ever had.

(once, while drunk, i broke a gold-rimmed, china dish from my family. i told my therapist that i was gonna stop drinking, that that moment felt like doom, and a clear sign that enough was enough. she smirked at me and said, 'you're going to quit drinking over a plate?' sure, it was a silly notion for a motivator, but she didn't have to be such a condescending bitch about it. you gals are much nicer, and would've laughed along with me.)

nitey nite, lovelies. may visions of sugar plums dance in your heads tonight.

xo ru