However, on a serious note, there were a couple of passages in Dr. A’s book, which are repeated on his web site, that really touched my soul. When asked about his attitude towards AA, the good doctor said, “Profound gratitude and admiration…. Without AA I might not have survived until I found an effective medication in baclofen.”
He also said, “…treating addiction with baclofen does not spell the end of rehab, (and) twelve-step programs like AA and NA... To the contrary, it will make all these programs more effective.”
I think he is absolutely right. And in a perfect world, the 12 step community would embrace baclofen as the missing piece it needs to effect full recovery. However, that is not going to happen unless some “baclofytes” are willing to step outside their comfort zone.
That is why I have made the decision that once I hit the switch and reach a state of indifference, I am going to go into the local rooms of AA and NA and talk about the medical miracle that saved my ass.
We all know what is likely to happen. I will get cussed out, cut-off, and accused of not “really being sober”. I will be told that baclofen is an “outside issue” and that the group “does not engage in controversy.”
So why would I be willing to become an outcast and a pariah?
First of all, there are people in those meetings who need to hear about baclofen. Granted, I will be scorned, shamed and snubbed by 90% of them, but there will always be a handful of folks who are beaten down and desperate. They need people like us to bring them some hope.
Isn’t that exactly what Dr. A did for us? I don’t know about ya’ll, but I was ready to eat a bullet when I stumbled across this answer. I was hopeless. His book changed all that.
I cannot even imagine the amount of courage it took for Dr. A to publish his initial case study and disclose his alcoholism to his peers. He really put himself out there for folks like us. If he was willing to risk it all, the least I can do is tell my fellow sufferers about his findings.
This is an entirely personal decision, and what is right for me is not necessarily right for you. I respect everyone’s right to choose their own path.
I am starting to nod off again, so I better climb down off this soapbox before I fall of it.
I also agree with his thoughts regards Baclofen making rehab more effective. A lot of people use alcohol to hide behind. Whilst Baclofen removes a lot of the anxiety it doesn't answer all questions for quite a few people. It does however make it easier to start living a whole new approach to life, and firstly by eliminating the need for alcohol.
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