Hey, Aug.
I can relate to your dilemma having rather intimate knowledge of the industry.
Most of us have to figure out how to manage work and bac. It ain't easy.
Being on your feet in a busy kitchen, putting out fires and wielding a knife/very hot pan, while mentally juggling a couple hundred thoughts is a difficult place to enjoy the bac-mellow.
You did it drunk and hungover (I assume.) You'll have to rely on similar tools to do it with bac. Tell everyone you went on a bender, they'll bac you up! :H (I don't know anyone in the industry that can't relate to that!)
If all else fails, keep your job and go down and then bac up or something. But experience also tells me that the very job will be on the chopping block sooner or later, you know?
If you get to the goal, and are looking to relocate pm me! I know of some opportunities!
One last thing, and I hate to say it. (really) The SEs may lessen a great deal if you lay off the sauce and the chemical cocktail. Really.
Hang in there, I hope you're pretty close at 150mg/day.
:l
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