Today I am going up to 260 mgs. I might have actually hit the switch at 240, but I am going to push on through and be absolutely sure. I have been drug and booze free for 71 days.
I am going to test myself today. I am going to a basketball game this afternoon. I have been a season ticket holder for this particular team for about 15 years. About 9 year ago, they built a new arena, which is located in a drug infested area. To get to the games, I have to travel past a den of dope houses. On many occasions, I never made it to the game. Other times, I never made it out of the neighborhood once the game was over. I quit going once I started baclofen.
This afternoon, I am going to drive right through my old stomping grounds. Once I get to the arena, people will be pounding alcohol all around me. I am not going alone, and I have put safeguards in place. However, I am going to see if my triggers are still there, and if so, to what degree.
Tonight, I will let ya?ll know what happened. Some people have advised me not to do this, but I believe in data and I need to know where I stand.
:fingers:
I am going to test myself today. I am going to a basketball game this afternoon. I have been a season ticket holder for this particular team for about 15 years. About 9 year ago, they built a new arena, which is located in a drug infested area. To get to the games, I have to travel past a den of dope houses. On many occasions, I never made it to the game. Other times, I never made it out of the neighborhood once the game was over. I quit going once I started baclofen.
This afternoon, I am going to drive right through my old stomping grounds. Once I get to the arena, people will be pounding alcohol all around me. I am not going alone, and I have put safeguards in place. However, I am going to see if my triggers are still there, and if so, to what degree.
Tonight, I will let ya?ll know what happened. Some people have advised me not to do this, but I believe in data and I need to know where I stand.
:fingers:
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