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    TOO Much Baclofen!!!

    Well . . . wow . . . okay . . .

    I started with baclofen in Oct. '09. I had been drinking vodka in the morning (say, 5:30 - 6:00 am), passing out for most of the day, waking up in time to have food and a few more drinks, pass out again and start over the next day. (I also had a totally alcoholic thing about not keeping alcohol in the house because I knew I would drink whatever was there, which meant driving to a friend's house and seriously depleting his vodka stash before the sun came up, but I digress).

    I was one of the incredibly lucky ones. I ordered baclofen on-line and quit drinking alcoholically the first day. Really. First day, 30 mg, down to 2 glasses of wine. Boom. I eventually titrated up to 160 mg or so, but noticed no difference - I still enjoyed a glass or two of wine most nights, but never more than that. So I settled at "maintaining" at 80-100 mg/day.

    Oh, and let me just mention that I had NO negative side effects. Ever. I got the "bac buzz" immediately and it stayed with me the whole time. Quit taking anti-depressants, the whole package. I even posted a thread "Enjoyable Side Effects of Baclofen." It didn't go very far.

    A couple of months ago I started drinking a little more. Not a lot, just more regularly and sometimes 3-4 glasses of wine. No getting drunk, no hangovers, but the frontal lobes kicked in with "remember what is was like." Inspired by all the b-activity on the board I decided to titrate up to see if I could find a complete switch. By last week I was at 200 mg/day; 50/50/50/50. Still NO side effects. But also no noticeable difference in drinking "enough" almost every evening. (You can only imagine how astounded my friends and family have been to watch me do that over the past year!)

    Then came Ringo's info about the one-dose "punch," and I decided to check that out. I took 20 mg off my am dose for 3 days, then 20 mg off my early afternoon dose for 3 days, adding those amounts to my evening (6-7'ish) dose, making it 30/30/50/90. Back to 1-2 glasses, not every night. This is good. So yesterday was going to be 30/30/30/110.

    In ALL of my 17 months on baclofen, which included lots of traveling and traveling out of the country for months at a time, I NEVER (okay, neva eva) forgot a dose at approximately the right time. Then, yesterday, I spaced taking the late afternoon 50 mg dose. And for the first time ever, I really screwed up. Stone-cold sober and only slightly spaced-out from yoga, I put my afternoon and evening dose together and for some completely unknown reason I doubled that - 320 mg. (50+110x2) It was only later that I remember standing in the kitchen with a huge handful of pills. Frontal lobes completely offline.

    4 hours later my vision got blurry, my entire body tingled with either heat or cold, I became incredibly dizzy, and I realized that I needed to pay attention to every breath to make sure it happened. The good news is . . . none of this made me anxiousI :H And I was used to paying attention to every breath through yoga and meditation.

    I am now bowing at the feet of every MWO member who has ever posted about their baclofen exprience, especially LoOp: Thank you Evan, for posting your story and your persistence in bringing rational thought to this board. Your one-liner to cOffee, "the antidote for baclofen overdose is more baclofen" surely saved me from a very expensive, stressful, terrifying, useless foray through the medical ranks; thank you whomever posted the study about the woman who tried and failed to commit suicide with an overdose of baclofen; and to cOffee, for letting me know that the emergency room was not a good idea.

    This guy's goofy look in no way conveys the depth of my gratiturde, but you'll get the idea. :bow:bow

    I threw up a couple of times, but thought processes continued to work. Mostly. I did have an on-going, repetitive thought telling me "5 hours. 5 hours. 5 hours. You'll be okay in 5 hours." I kept counting off the hours from when it all hit at 11 pm to 4 am on my fingers! I monitored my blood pressure (up to 151/109); after 2 hours I took 25 mg of baclofen; one hour later I took 25 mg. I fell asleep (kind'a), woke up, took 50 mg more. By then it was not just my frontal lobes telling me I would be okay, I could feel my body recovering. And weirdly, that was 4 hours and 45 minutes later. I guess there IS a Baclofen Goddess. Where the hell did that thought come from?

    It's now almost 12 hours later. I'm spaced, sleepy, and still temperature-weird. I have slept 4 hours, doing 50 mg 4 x today and fully expect to feel fine by this evening. Guess I'll spend the day packaging my daily baclofen dose.

    Anywho . . . that was definitely a baclofen overdose for ME. Clearly we're all different, but now that I know what that's like I won't be doing it again. I will, however, go bac to find out if the "punch" theory works once I'm comfortable again and have pre-packaged doses.

    That makes two times knowledge and experience from this forum have saved my life. I was so moved by Edostan's "Miracle on (some Japanese name) Street." I am certainly feeling the miracle this morning. I'm not a heart-throb kind of girl, but damn, sometimes it's the only thing. :h:h To Dr. Ameison, to baclofen, to each and every baclofentist, and to life. It's indescribably good to have one free from the demon of alcohol.
    "Wherever you are is the entry point." --Kabir

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    You could've just pm'ed me. I would've said: "You'll be fine. Trust me. You'll be fine." :H
    :nutso: I take pride in my humility :nutso:
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      #3
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      Wow, glad to hear you are ok Thread. It's hectic to take a huge dose, amazed you were able to keep your wits about you and realise it would be over soon.

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        Holy cow, Red, what an incredible history and bac story. I can't imagine you as a drinker to the extent you were, I would so be dead doing that. Funny how different our bodies are, and your incredible reaction to bac initially. And how smart you were to self-therapy yourself through this using all the education you gained from the troopers who went before. Cheers to you!

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          Wow.
          That is a beautiful cautionary tale, redthread.

          Wow. thanks.
          :l
          Ne

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            #6
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            And now you have a thread! A current one, that is. And what a dramatic start!
            woohoo! (sort of)

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              #7
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              Always use a pill organiser



              Been there done that redthread. Glad you're okay

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                Thanks, guys.

                LoOp, if I ever meet you or talk to you on the phone I'm sure I'll recognize your voice, "5 hours. You'll be okay."

                Bruun: Yep. That was me. I cried every morning while I was driving to get vodka 'cause the road travels alongside a running path at the river and I so wanted to be healthy and be out there with those people. Also, I've done tons of meditating, so I have lots of practice at watching my mind say whatever it wants to without believing it. But without knowing what I knew from this forum I wouldn't have known what else to believe and but to what was happening in a way that would have been highly unhelpful.

                Ne: Oh completely woo-hoo. This kind of experience is that should be "stickied" at the top of the forum - with the clear instructions: DO NOT DO THIS (overdose), but if you are stupid enough to do it, like Red Thread was, consider this option. I realize what I did may not be appropriate for everyone, but seeing it as a possibility might build some confidence for others.

                I DID start a thread a long time ago, but no one else reported a single amusing side-effect of baclofen. So glad the door is open about all of that. The dream was about Hugh Hefner. I had it soon after I walked into the closet thinking it was the bathroom the first night I took baclofen. I thought that was hilarious as I laughed my way off the vacuum cleaner.

                Longshot: Funny thing. I have all my supplements in a pill container exactly like that (well, it's blue). Tomorrow the baclofen will be done. Done and done.

                19 hours gone now. I was pretty dizzy most of the day whenever I bothered to get out of bed. Slept a lot. I didn't take any of my supplements (which include All-One and massive amounts of l-glutamine) and guess what - sugar cravings for the first time in a year. I had a friend bring pastries this morning. Haven't done that since before baclofen. And I'm having a fast-food burger and fries delivered for dinner. Looks like the only lasting side-effect for me of baclofen overdose is desire for crappy food! OK. I'll take that.

                I've been drinking quarts and quarts of Recharge. I figure my kidneys need both the hydration and the electrolytes to keep pushing this stuff through.

                Pretty quiet day here in the normally quiet RedThread abode. I didn't call anyone last night - I have 3 friends who could have handled what was happening to me without freaking, but it just never felt necessary. But I did tell them today, and have accepted their offers to bring food and drink in between bouts of sleeping.

                Thanks for the kind support.
                "Wherever you are is the entry point." --Kabir

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                  RedThread12;1078837 wrote:
                  I DID start a thread a long time ago, but no one else reported a single amusing side-effect of baclofen. So glad the door is open about all of that. The dream was about Hugh Hefner.
                  Oh my stars! I had one about some starlet, very vivid, very strange. Bac does do interesting things to the subconscious.

                  But your experience is really something. It is a little scary, but it's very inspiring. The breathing thing drives me up a wall! It feels really scary. I understand, intellectually, that it's not dangerous - but brains don't seem to matter much when I'm scared. I can't imagine going through what you went through. I'm really glad you were able to keep your wits about you during that.

                  I've been invited to a retreat where Thich Nhat Hanh will speak. Don't know yet if I can go, but thinking about it.
                  * * *

                  Tracy

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                    #10
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                    so glad

                    you achieved success....i also double up to 220....on the bac of a horendous bender admittedly...
                    i'm glad it des[pite the fact i cannot sleep and havn't slept for three days
                    I just wanna cure the shit ouf of this....so it seemed like a good idea....at the time
                    Brain is buzzing. heart is beating fast. I twicth occasionally...but i'aint died so it must be a good thing!
                    Will keep at 220 for a while and see how that pans
                    Have also comitted to a month AF whihc i am gonna try my damndest to achieve(therapy, major league detox etc) and will then decide at the end of that.....hopefully with have reached indiference by thenm
                    Thanks for yr post
                    This is one crazy ride---but it will end iin success
                    Cheers
                    I am well and truly in recovery, I thank Baclofen, the good people of MWO and my love of spirituality, the combination of which have helped to guide me out of the darkness in the last couple months. Cheers to that.

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                      #11
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                      Check you PM box, Charlie.
                      "Wherever you are is the entry point." --Kabir

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                        Tracy: Do not hesitate, please, just GO to the retreat. Put your foot in that door and you will open a miracle. Yes, maybe I'm still bac-lifinated from day-before-yesterday, but I really think that my meditation experience kept me sane enough to get through something that could have gone very badly. There's a whole new universe through that doorway. Hard as hell to do what it takes to pry it open. Hardest work there is on the planet, IMO. But you're clearly not intimidated by hard work. You're doing it now. Give it a go. From my perspective, it's more important than anything else your brain will tell you that you should be doing instead of that retreat. Brains are like that, 'ya know? xo
                        "Wherever you are is the entry point." --Kabir

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                          RedThread12;1079309 wrote: Tracy: Do not hesitate, please, just GO to the retreat. Put your foot in that door and you will open a miracle. Yes, maybe I'm still bac-lifinated from day-before-yesterday, but I really think that my meditation experience kept me sane enough to get through something that could have gone very badly. There's a whole new universe through that doorway. Hard as hell to do what it takes to pry it open. Hardest work there is on the planet, IMO. But you're clearly not intimidated by hard work. You're doing it now. Give it a go. From my perspective, it's more important than anything else your brain will tell you that you should be doing instead of that retreat. Brains are like that, 'ya know? xo

                          Thanks! Yes, brains lie - I SO know. I think I will sign up.

                          Getting a bit off-topic, but I think you might appreciate it: My last semester in college in the keystone class, I did diverted from the usual path and did my final paper on a subject that had never been covered in my classes - Literary Darwinism. One of the most interesting things I learned is that we make a big leap when we embrace language - we go from living in the world of the here and now and the "thing itself," to being ever one step removed from all that.

                          At my last job, I had new moms who were anxious that their one-year olds weren't talking yet. I tried to tell them - it's a huge leap, and once they start talking and thinking in language (we all
                          think in language), they can never go back. We use the word ball for the thing itself, but the word for the thing is not the thing itself. I think maybe one of the things that meditation does is brings people closer to that "pre-language" world of the "here and the now" and "the thing itself."

                          Anyway, thanks. I will sign up.
                          * * *

                          Tracy

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                            Exactly right. It's that identifying the thing as the thing itself that gets us into trouble. Because then we start identifying the thing as the thing as "mine," and worse, "myself." I'm angry. I sad. I'm fucked up. Meditation cultivates the part of the mind that identifies the thing (i.e., anger), and what identifies the thing cannot be the thing. (Sounds like I'm writing script for the Adams Family! :H:H )

                            I posted this link for Ig to try to explain to him that meditation isn't "emptying your mind of thoughts," good effin' luck with that! It's mind training, with now observable scientific results that it changes the structure of our brains. This is a monk trained as a biochemist talking about happiness. Habits of happiness . . . concept!!!

                            Matthieu Ricard on the habits of happiness | Video on TED.com
                            "Wherever you are is the entry point." --Kabir

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                              RedThread, Its interesting to hear about your bac OD story. This happened to me once at a low dose, somewhere around 90 or 110mg. I didn't double up a dose or anything but it was something that I never want to experience ever again. It lasted at least 24 hours. I was nauscious and throwing up all day, slide shows when I closed my eyes and weird bursts of pins and needles in my hands about every 20-30 seconds and a weird throb in my head every 20-30 seconds as well. It was AWFUL!

                              I'm getting off the bac now. For some reason I don't think it agrees with me. From what I read on these forums, it seems to be a funny medicine as to how differently people react to it in so many different ways. For some it takes away anxiety and insomnia, for me it increases it to an ubearable level.

                              I'm curious to find out if maybe it was the batch that I bought online from ratio-pharm. I never had that experience with any of the scrips that I would get filled at the large pharmacies. It continued to make me very nausious and feeling really funky but I always had the anxiety and insomnia on the other brands so...

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