In short I want to give a bit of history and then what Im up to right now. Keeping a log will help me cos Im chaotic and have a terrible memory so this way Ill know where to look to see what Im up to.
Up until about 4-5 years ago I was a daily drinker and phsically dependent on AL drinking from morning through the day to funcion. I was already aware of this as a problem and half heartedly trying to stop or moderate. I then started trying to stop drinking using various different methods, treatment centre, detoxes, AA, hospital admissions, 12 step treatment centre, just stopping, kudzu, l-glut, reading books etc etc etc. In this time I would manage to stop for a while then relapse and start again. So I then became a binge drinker, which is where Im still at now. Im nearly 4 weeks AF and went to my doc on Friday to ask for Bac and he refused me, (as I expected he would) so I have ordered some on-line and am waiting for it to be delivered. I have had a horrible week, Ive been ill with a cold and having bad cravings which are driving me round the bend. (crazy) So I really cant wait to start on my baclofen journey hopefully delivery will be quick.
Sorry this post was so long, I will try to keep it shorter in future.
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