You have been through the wars Otter,there is no doubt about it.Is there an end in sight for you? How long before you think this legal hoo-ha will draw to a close? Does your wife feel secure in our sobriety now(well as much as anyone does?) I really hope that you are going to be able to move on with your family life soon. This level of stress would kill an ox.
I could not have got through this without Baclofen myself. My colleagues were amazed when, at the height of all this I asked to come back to work. They cannot believe how stressful this is and how I cope.
I have a lawyer who took a case to court which is now the leading case in the country on non-insane automatism, that is, behaviour which is not criminal and which is caused by a drug being wrongly administered. I have a report from Jonathan Chick and two other doctors who will say that it causes hallucinations on withdrawal.
My ultimate goal is to get out of this and to make people realize that there is a treatment for alcoholism for all the sufferers who spend their days worrying about where they get their next bottle, have no lives, no future. It think this medication has huge potential for people like that. In fact, I think it is inevitable that it will have to be adopted as a treatment and if it is not then people who are finding out about it will wonder why they went to jail, lost their children over an illness which is treatable. Because it has side effects. Come on!
I just don't like where this debate is going. It really misses the point in public health issues. Florie can take Bac or leave it. Some people cannot afford to and others SHOULD be forced to take it as part of a program to keep them from constantly being arrested for alcohol related offences and costing the public millions of ?s/$s. They use Subudone for heroin and it causes a fraction of the damage alcohol causes.
I cannot see the end of this actually. I will carry on regardless of the result in either case. There is no real down side as they are not serious cases in terms of their consequences but I have no choice. I am not going to live like this any more and no one should.
There are now other doctors who are looking into Baclofen for alcoholism in this area and I am going to start putting ideas around about the consequences to lawyers if they fail to advise clients to take up this treatment and end up in jail or in some other trouble.
It is all about the attitude one takes. It is ok for people like Florie and Winks to have a cavalier attitude towards this medication and those promoting it, to look askance at the fervour with which some of us are pursuing this. I will lose my ardency and fervour and there will be no conflict as soon as people I am engaging with understand the consequences of failing to give this drug a chance to help people. We all know it works and it should, as a matter of public health policy, be investigated and used. On one side you have doctors, scientists and users who know from their exhaustive research, personal experience and the experience of others that it works, and that side effects are manageable. On the other side you have doctors etc who don't know anything about it at all. There are not many who have or will come out and say that it does not work and should not be used for a life threatening disease just because it has side effects. Doctors don't do that, otherwise chemotherapy would have got nowhere.
Into this mix you get people suggesting not to use Baclofen, or at least trying to stir up some argument or discussion, without any professional qualifications and with no consequences to themselves of their conduct. Suppose you had similar discussions about chemotherapy and people came onto a forum and were put off it, and died? What is this type of debate accomplishing?
This is why people on the French forum get upset.
When Ralph Nader was campaigning for better car safety you got auto manufacturer's putting him down, casting doubt, but that raising of awareness saved lives...end of discussion!
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