I decided to come back here to post my experience with the most recent withdrawal.
This is my 2nd or 3rd w/d from a 6-8 week binge on phenibut, ending on 6-8g/daily. Hopefully will be my last. I did not end up waiting for baclofen. I tapered down to about 5g, and then the withdrawal symptoms got very bad. I was screaming "I want my medicine, I want my medicine ARGGH!!!"
So in this time of trial and desperation I consult the I Ching. That fucking thing knows, man. I drew the first hexagram, which is pure power. "Damn," I thought, "that's gotta mean something. It means be like a bull and charge through it." So after, that I went cold turkey like a crazy-man.
I don't know what it was, but the withdrawal symptoms were minimal after that. I was depressed, meek and anxious for about 2.5 days, but was not having the panic/anxiety attacks nor the extreme feelings of self-worthlessness that I had experienced the previous withdrawal episode(s). After that, I had 2 nights of insomnia, and now I've more or less returned to baseline.
I don't know what it was that made me be able to power thru it this time. It could have been the 5mg of Selegine I absorbed sublingually the day before I went cold turkey (I have heard that that helps), it might have been the 4 pills/daily of SJW Perika I was taking after going cold turkey. It may have been the lords of the I Ching. I have no f'n clue, man.
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