There's a few reasons why I can't go through the side effects, I'm not so sure if it's necessarily something I could get through or not but, it mostly has to do with, will it make me look 'cracked out' ? I remember somebody here say that either they looked or felt like they were tripping.
I'm more concerned about looking like I'm tripping or on something when I'm around people, since my parents lately are taking me to family functions quite often lately and I can't look like I'm messed up around them. I keep my alcoholism a secret, nobody knows about how much I drink except for my mom. I think some of my relatives know that I've done drugs in the past, both of my parents know since I've been busted before. So, if I start looking like I'm messed up or really tired my dad will think I'm back on drugs or some relatives will think that if I look like it.
So, I don't know, if I will get side effects then I might have to postpone this for a while. Plus, I've been working on starting my own business, and since I decided to quit, I have even more stress on my mind. I'm wondering if I start the withdrawl and I start getting depressed, or feeling anger, or if I start getting bad memory/forgetfulness it could interfere with my work. I don't know what I should do, I want to quit but, if there's going to be side effects I don't know how it will work.
i think i'm sensitive to medication it shouldn't take me much to feel the effects but, based on previous meds i've taken recreationally like xanax etc.. i do build a tolerance but, i read somewhere i think on wikipedia that people don't build a tolerance on baclofen? then maybe i could be fine on a small dose? do you think this could work? i think i would only need it for the evenings that's the only times I really want to drink and get cravings, if i only took it at night and i got tired that would be fine since i could just go to sleep, which would be great actually since i have insomnia.
the other thing is that i thought i read somebody say you have to take baclofen on a strict schedule, i would prefer to just not take it when i have to go to family functions since i dont want to appear like i'm on anything. would i mess up my system even more if i take it on some days and not on others?
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