just got my own bac!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

just lost my latest post. fuck. this'll do:

i do love figuring out what to do for work w loved ones. i was in that quandry for years and years. and i hated when lack of focus -be it professional or personal focus- of mine or of a friend, caused focus on bogus time-wasters, like train men.

women oft don't get the needed encouragement or who knows what to begin early a successful life, in whatever eventual form that takes. it's a curiosity and it's inspiring when i meet a woman whose game is ON! i'm attracted to that, and want to know how she got there.

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

RudyB;1132942 wrote: oh my god, and murph! i love this anecdote, it's especially for you. there was a man in rowing class who had a snappy sense of humor and a charming british accent. i kept thinking of you, that that's probably how you speak, and what an uncanny resemblence in humor. eventually i asked him where he was from, and, you guessed it, he's from wales! (north coast, collwyn bay, to be specific. may be wrong on the spelling, do correct as you know how much i care.) he even made a racy joke about my liking the water bottle bumping me in the rear; he knew me so well after such a short time!

fun stuff, this: getting out more.Just a single L in Colwyn Bay. As he's North Walian, we'd call him a Gog, which is short for Gogledd Cymru (North Wales). And I have a Home Counties, English accent, which would be very different from his.

Hey, interesting to know you were thinking of me when something was bumping into your arse. :H


RudyB;1132980 wrote: when i meet a woman whose game is ON! i'm attracted to that

Yeah Rudy, I really do think you ought to explore your carpet munching side...just sayin'.

[taw]

just got my own bac!

Oh my! leave it to you Murph!!!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

taw;1133036 wrote: Oh my! leave it to you Murph!!!

Taw, I'm just saying what you were thinking.

Hey Rudy, I found this for you:

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

yeah, sometimes i joke about the crack i've been smoking, to explain my unusual behavior. for all of the fucked-up that bac provides, who needs crack?! (ganja, well, i'll take somma that!)

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

yes, loOp, methinks i am in your district.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

i like beavers for their pelts and keeping ponds alive.

i like women for how they express spirit and soul, and how they sometimes reflect my own image. yeah, taw, leave it to murph-dog to sully a beautiful moment.

[taw]

just got my own bac!

when is the next rowing class Rudy?

Yes, Murph....you articulate much better than I can!!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

RudyB;1133391 wrote: i like women for how they express spirit and soul, and how they sometimes reflect my own image.

Yeah, I like women for those reasons too...oh, and of course their boobs.

[taw]

just got my own bac!

Of course the boobs! Explains it all...I have none so I guess that says it all! sorry if TMI!!

[Rusty]

just got my own bac!

Ah Hah!

That must be the reason I used to have a lot of dates. I repeat...USED to. :H

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

Taw, hell of an admission. But you seem like a nice person, despite that deficiency. :H

[taw]

just got my own bac!

I got blessed with my dad's genes...tall and skinny...my mom's side, the one my sister got blessed with was more, um, well endowed.....somehow I still seem to be the shortest heaviest person in my family at 5 ft 8 inches! and the big irish nose to boot! But we already know I have issues!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

Oh tall is goooooood! I forgive the lack of boobs in that case. Although tall with big boobs is even better.

Have you considered augmentation at all? Big boobs might be worth thinking about...I often do. :H

[Ne/Neva Eva]

just got my own bac!

It just gets better and better and better. Really.

here's the thing. you feel terrible, right? is it worse than wrecking a lawn mower? (that's funny. am i allowed to laugh, yet?)
is it worse than all of it. Nope. it's not.

add to that that you are almost there.
add to that that once you get there it'll be done.
just gone. then you can spend some time thinking it isn't really gone. wondering what you should do. drink or not drink? take more or less? is the gbf actually g or is that a story?
Here's a good one: when you let your son play vids or watch tv with a palpable sense of relief for the moment of free time, it will be guilt free. you need a minute, you get to have one. (that's true now, too, you just don't know it.)

I finished ALL of my assignments for my writing class today. I scrapped the story I've been slaving over for a week, and wrote one in about 30 minutes. I got an email from one of my classmates about an hour later. Her reaction was, "wow." Just took the quiz. Got 100.
Angst, shmangst. It comes, it goes. Whatever, sister. SOBRIETY ROCKS. And the ONLY reason I am effortlessly sober, right now, this minute, is because I slogged through it.

taw, don't listen to Murph. Now or ever. :H But you knew that, right? (okay, sometimes. a lot of times. but not about women-related things, ever.) That's what padding is for. And thank goodness for 'em. Not the kind we used to have to wear on our shoulders. Or the kind J. Lo packs in her panties. Or even the one that the brits put in their itty-bitty-bikinis when they hit the shore. (actually, come to think of it, wish they would. yikes! So glad the men around here have the decency to leave something to the imagination. It serves them well in the long run. Don't you think? Is this digression/procrastination?) I think so... hmmmm. What else?
Nope.
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