just got my own bac!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

argh, taw, they look so helpless and weak! my g said more than once each: 'i'm sleepy/i just wanna sleep/i'm tired/i'm thirsty/etc. but good news is that son is fine and napping and has eaten. he's clearly on the mend, and no fever. he mostly just needs a bath! (insert laughing emoticon.)

lush, thanks for the encouragement. i need it. i feel so 'switchy,' but i am still gulping my ale. i hope i'll get there soon, and that i'll be able to go down to around 100, where you are. this is tough stuff!

i'm in trouble at work. (though the whole time knowing that they can't fire me. but it is still good to have reason to hope that they don't want to fuck w me - yet. cause they will fuck w me, those white men in suits. helps to be an attractive 'lady' ...fuckin hate that word. but i digress...) things are getting a little ugley w the ex hub. (but i'm gonna win!)

is it really so much to ask that your ex move out, almost 2 yrs post break-up?!

loOp, thanks for the tip. i'll keep my eye on berkhan (sp? i can't read my owm writing).

ciao for now, all!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

ps, lush, thanks for the dream interpret; fits like a glove!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

lush, is it possible that that groan was your own? (i'm guessing not, as you were near the shower when you started to hear it.) but i oft wake myself up w my own moans, initially having thought they were the sounds of some beast in my dreams. this seems def to be an se of bac; it never happened before bac, nor have i ever snored or groaned in my sleep.

[SlipperyPete]

just got my own bac!

RudyB;1135139 wrote: lush, is it possible that that groan was your own? (i'm guessing not, as you were near the shower when you started to hear it.) but i oft wake myself up w my own moans, initially having thought they were the sounds of some beast in my dreams. this seems def to be an se of bac; it never happened before bac, nor have i ever snored or groaned in my sleep.

That's hot. Do you have wild dreams every night? I'm 1 for 2 so far.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

ergh, it's not hot, it's primal in a bestial way. to be redundant.

lately i don't have so many wild dreams, i mostly sleep just like a log: no rem rememberd a'tall. last night was the exception. but on early bac doses, i had dreams to write by!

[Murphyx]

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RudyB;1135145 wrote: ergh, it's not hot, it's primal in a bestial way.

And that's not hot?:H

I'm pissed off, I never get any of the wild bac dreams. In fact, since starting bac I can't remember a single dream

[Lo0p]

just got my own bac!

How is that not hot?

[taw]

just got my own bac!

Oh yes, HUGE issues with NN, the ex husband....but I will post on my own thread so as not to hijack yours! How are you feeling today? What will happen with work? What is the plan? The men in suits that determine our future suck! Sorry, guys! But we are the ones that do all the work and they get all the credit! Having my own work angst...again on my own thread...

Best wishes to you Rudy!! We will get thru this!!!

[Lo0p]

just got my own bac!

8 hours apart, a full 1/3 of the world away and we posted the exact same thing at, literally, the same second.

Rudy, I think you have your answer.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

on itouch so brief. there is nothing hot about being pursued by psychomaniacs!

[taw]

just got my own bac!

psychomaniacs!??? what does that encompass?

[bleep]

just got my own bac!

I had a couple of these amazing dreams, which is even worse than none Murph. I was given a glimpse of something amazing, and since then I haven't remembered any dreams.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

i was referring to the dream of being pursued by drug addicts. whenever i groan it is not from sexual arousal itis from, basically, weird muscle stuff durng sleep. like a half snore.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

so that is why it is not hot.

[LadyLush]

just got my own bac!

Rudy,

Gosh I miss those groans Damn, but the storms last night caused my male Border Collie to jump on top of my head. Og, Murph, the tea baggin memories! ouch!
These dreams are crazy, but in a weird way I want to stay asleep for the finale!
Always wake up

Anyway,
Hang in there Rudy!
LL:l