just got my own bac!
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just got my own bac!
coolio gals. i am suiting up in my superheroine costume and going off to kick some serious ass!Comment
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just got my own bac!
good to see you back rudy, even though it's not all smiles in rudyland. i think we have an expectation that it should be, and zoom actually reinforces this, so when it fades and we are left with normality, it's a bit harsh.
take heart though, it's not usually as bad as it seems. although in the case of your laptop, it seems it's much worse than it seems. what the hell are they doing to it that takes this long???Comment
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just got my own bac!
thanks murph. love ya and have missed you and all mucho.Comment
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just got my own bac!
hi bleep! thanks for your words. the original laptop is in the grave. now i await what i thought wld b the backup laptop. it is due any day...Comment
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just got my own bac!
hey yall. laptop still not here but wanted to say mtg went well tho not as expected. things have a way of wrkg out and the prognosis is good!Comment
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just got my own bac!
Ach, and I've been envious of you and Ne and the Zoooom. I have piles of laundry and lots of cabinets and a fridge that need cleaning and organizing. My floorboards are filthy. My dog is clean tho. And I got in a shower today too. :H
Ruby not only did I slip up, I slipped up two nights in a row this week which is scary. But I went out and got some good filling food to get me through AF tonight for a new start. Keeping my blood sugar up and my stomach full seems to be very important when white-knuckling.
Hang in there. All will be fine.Comment
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just got my own bac!
Hi Rudy. I have much going on here in Redheadland too regarding bac, not taking doses, drinking, and the worst time...PMS. I can't really go into it at the moment. I do want to offer you cyber hugs. I also want to tell you when you get logged out with your long posts, just relog in. It should take you right back to your original post. It happens to me every time I post something long. It drives me crazy, but I have learned it usually isn't lost. Once in a while, I will lose it. I will log in and get a blank screen. It happens like 5% of the time. So write away. It should still be there for us to read.This Princess Saved HerselfComment
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just got my own bac!
Red, I relate to the PMS thing, it's the most dangerous time of the month for me by far. It's like a switch turns on and I'm compelled to go nuts. Keep eating protein throughout the day to make sure your blood sugar doesn't dip.
Ruby, I had that happen a dozen times, made me CRAZY. Now I copy the entire text I wrote before I submit it, just in case I need to paste it again.Comment
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just got my own bac!
As an FYI, my psychiatrist told me that alcohol emulates estrogen. That is why so many middle-aged women turn to drink. It makes us feel better.
Not that I am middle-aged or anything... :-)
CindiAF April 9, 2016Comment
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just got my own bac!
Hiya Cindi! Nice to *see* you! Thanks for that. I hate to keep harping on it, without anything to back it up, but damn if it doesn't happen every month! I don't think it's that for me, but I'll suss it out at some point, and that's v. interesting.Cinders;1154092 wrote: As an FYI, my psychiatrist told me that alcohol emulates estrogen. That is why so many middle-aged women turn to drink. It makes us feel better.
Not that I am middle-aged or anything... :-)
Cindi
Hope you're well!
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just got my own bac!
you women are lucky, stop complaining.
i used to get it every day, not once a month. fucking hormones.
Cinders, it is good to see you back!Comment
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just got my own bac!
Gosh bleep, you got your period every day? That happened to me as a teen, for an entire year. I hope you took iron supplements. :HComment
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just got my own bac!
well i'll be jiggered! or am psyched, anyway. what the hell is jiggered? drunk? i'm not that, phew, haven't been in weeks. i'm trying to spit it out and say that i am typing on my brand new laptop! hooray! and thanks much for all of your posts. it's comforting to know that so many of us have the same challenges on that special day of the month. 'it's not my fault' is resounding in my head!
in rubyworld, hmmm... let's see. the zoom is gone but i'm taking lots of rests to make up for it. my son has all but forgotten about video games. how 'bout that?! the house is coming together with some major help from a very crafty carpenter. kitchen is being finished (another mess left by the husband), and the bathroom has been upgraded.
speaking of hubby, he refuses to leave the bldg until we settle. good news is that his lawyer knows he won't get much money from me, not nearly the $150k he was hoping for. and he's in a hurry to settle so i think we can wrap this up without too many months passing, and probably out of court. and then i can rent the bldg for beaucoup bucks. i feel a little sorry for the guy. he has nothing but his son and his girlfriend and diabetes. he has no money, no family, no education to climb onto and better his reality. and he sunk all of what he had into his albatross of a building to create his dream that now he can't live cause he can't keep a woman for more than 5 years because he insists on being kept by all the women he lands. poor fella.
seems today i'll be free of the ale. i've had a good plenty of food and a nice nap. and no desire. you know, those times i did drink, i didn't even enjoy it. it felt like a chore, like i was trying to get somewhere but couldn't. god, it takes a lot of beer to get good and drunk! but the vodka doesn't call at all; it would be like drinking lighter fluid. it WAS like drinking lighter fluid.
redhead, so nice to see you here on my thread. and thanks for the tips (and you too, bruun, was it you?). i tried all manner of things, including what you said, but it just gave me a blank screen. but it's over now, and i have my laptop. which took a week to get here, even tho it came via fed ex. huh?!
anywhoot, folks, 'tis good to be back!Comment
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just got my own bac!
A jigger is a shotglass full of liquor, isn't it?
Welcome back!Comment
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