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[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

RudyB;1138339 wrote: in the past 34 hours with my son i have: mulched; danced; done acrobatics (like mimicked throwing up, upside down in handstand position); painted water colors; done paper cuts which resulted in hearts and butterfiles and masks; done car crashes; invented board games; done number puzzles; weeded; collected stuff for collage; eaten barley salad (gotta tell redhead about that one!); discussed the way we use 'number' vs 'amount.'

in that last example, after my grammar lesson, he said like for people, we can say 'amount'! (still haven't committed to where that quote/exclamation relationship lies.)

me -no, we say number for people 'cause we can count them.
he -not ALL the people in the world!
me -well, technically they do count all the people, though they may miss a few.
he -but not all the people in CHINA! (we've talked about the huge populations in china and india.)
me -well, yes, there are an awful lot of people in china, but we can still count them, tho we may miss a few by accident.
he -yeah.

Ahhh that sounds like loads of fun. It looks like you're really going to enjoy the summer break. :l

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

murph, that was not a snippet, and i already know what fisting is, gosh!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

RudyB;1138350 wrote: now i'm eating a cuke fresh from the garden. and so is my son. (tho he's always said he hates cucumbers. oop, there he goes snacking on cashews.) god my tongue hurts from smoking. i need another outlet. and i'm not talking about cucumbers.

Rudy, GET LAID!!! It's not difficult for chicks, just do it.

[RevoltingRich]

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Bukkake

bleep;1138268 wrote: bukkake is... hmmm... look it up. don't look it up when your son is around though.

There was a spate of stickers and paste-ups (graffiti) around london with the words "Bukkake Ruined my Carpet!"
Which I found very amusing.

[Ne/Neva Eva]

just got my own bac!

I really could have lived the rest of my life without knowing what that meant. I pledge now and forever that if Murphy does not feel comfortable posting it for public consumption I will not look. I will not look. I will not look. I will not...

Rowing right along sister. I love my organization skills as much as I love my life. I wish there was show and tell for that, honestly. The tell-all before and after.

(dammit. sorry.)
just finished my bio test (ugh and grrr) and on to yet another intellectual challenge... then some fun for about a minute. will be channeling your adventures with your son. thanks for that.

sobriety rocks. so do you.

[sjm]

just got my own bac!

RudyB's mom here, sending along my very sincere thanks to each of you for being present and supportive to my pj (precious jewel) during this intense and important process of "reaching indifference"--i love that phrase.

RudyB, I know you know how happy I am for you. You are making great strides in righting your life, and I celebrate that!

And to all of you reading -- keep up the good work on your selves and on helping each other. This community is awesome!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

Hi SJM, may I call you SJ? It's just the M seems a little formal.

SJ and RudyRu, I just love the relationship you two have; you're both very lucky to have each other. Oh my God, I'm welling up here. Must go before I cr.......

[taw]

just got my own bac!

That is so cool! I can barely talk to my mom about the weather! God love you both!

[Murphyx]

just got my own bac!

Rudy, I just had one of those moments when I realise there's something wrong about my post. And no I'm not talking about the bukake. I totally let this pass with out comment:

RudyB;1138344 wrote: but the best news of all is that i am not giving one hoot to booze. that shit can go and fuck off for good!

Fan-fucking-tastic sweety. You're doing great! :l

And Ne, despite your protestations about the bukake definition, I think it's really important you know about it. Who knows, one day you might be travelling on the bullet train in Japan, minding your own business, when you're suddenly surrounded by 6 Japanese businessmen and before you know what's happening you're drenched in baby gravy.

This shit is serious and ALL women need to know the dangers of bukake.

Don't be a victim ladies, arm yourself with knowledge...or at least a good supply of kleenex.

[bleep]

just got my own bac!

only 6? you need to watch better bukkake flicks murph.

hi rudy's mom! glad you here! my folks have also been amazed at the transformation wrought in me by baclofen. just wait until she stops looking so stoned all the time and acting weird, you'll have the daughter you would have had if booze hadn't got in the way back. it's truly great.

rudy, it really sounds as if your there. and at some point, you'll stop feeling goofed on baclofen, and then you can start living life as it's supposed to be lived. well done.

[bleep]

just got my own bac!

i just read that, and realised that rudy probably acted weird long before booze and baclofen, and will probably remain so afterwards, with any luck!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

omg, humor prevails adn this thread is thrummin! thanks guys and gals of all boob sizes, saving the world or just saving yourselves, i love you all!

hi mom! everybody, meet my mom! you'll see she's as wonderful and deep and articulate as i've bragged about her being.

ne, i swear i'm gonna master this computer and my camera and i WILL find the time to take before and after pictures of my home and my lovely land to post for all of you to see that what i'm saying is as miraculous as it feels.

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

i'm off to row my boat; with only a 40 percent chance of thunderstorms, so there's a sixty percent chance of the boat going merrily and fastly down the creek. zoom zoom or is it... swish swish like a fish!

but first, i just gotta add (i know, i won't tell you every last thing we've done together, but it's truly remarkable -marvelous- what this baclofen has done to save my life and the life of my child; i was a desperate mother), we've: made hummus; had water fights from the trough in the garden; eaten sauteed onions with chopsticks (he said he was better than me and i agreed); collected junk by the stream (the former owners were rich ignorant cheapskates who used the banks by this beautiful terraced stream as their dumping ground; he was a dentist and i'm constantly finding negatives of teeth nestled in the leaves). we'll use some of those in our collages.

i asked son if he knew what a 'tie' was (we were talking about soccer), and he said: 'it's when everybody loses and everybody wins'.

ok, son's off to a playdate so i can have mine. the boy is 12 and skateboards and has a trampoline w a basketball net. but son's freaking out cause he's scared to be there alone, it's the first visit to this guy's house, whom he's been begging to play w for weeks.

so i'll tend to that...

happpy aft and eve, all!

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

just back from my row, no lightenin! i'm loving this! i love baclofen. i love drivers who go above the speed limit (i was running late and arrived on time). i love the rotaries; traffic lights suck. but people here don't know how to use them. they're such a novelty even though they're the best invention in the world. besides baclofen. i love the trees. i love naps. i love roadside decorations. i love everything!

and i dig my new pal. 'we're professionals' i said as we left the restaurant (where i didn't love the food). she said 'yeah, and you're very, very smart. it's hard to find smart women.' obviously she hasn't been to mwo.

i'm amazed i made it to the creek. all day i was zoomin', and by afternoon i was crashing. reading my son a book, the pages kept jumping around by inches, till i feel asleep and the book fell. i was so spent! so he let me doze while he watched his new favorite -and very innocent- show. when he woke me up, i jumped out of bed and got moving and chugged some coffee and took us on our merry way. his play date went great. mine rocked, too.

the drive to rowing was a little sketchy. when i got to the creek i told my friend i needed to tell her something. i was still feeling a bit shaky and i didn't know how i'd fare on the boat (but usu i'm ok if i'm moving). i told her it would be a lot to tell on our second meeting, but someone should know, in case i pass out or fall into the water, and she'd be the perfect candidate for this priviliged information (after all, she's a dr specializing in crises, like people dying). i told her about baclofen and the 200 mgs. (i went up 10 mg yest, just seemed the right thing to do; following instinct, here. it also means that i don't have the extra labor of breaking a pill in half.)

she knew about baclofen, and that high doses are usu used for addiction. she didn't bat an eye when i told her that i was struggling w that, alcohol to be specific. she told me that she was a physician specializing in addiction for 10 yrs. when i told her that my drinking was very well managed and bla bla bla, she said 'well, you wanna be present for life.' that's my new girl!

god, how old is this woman?! she looks 32 but she can't be. she and i have a lot in common. i got carded for cigs twice last week. if i quit smoking them soon -when i- i'll always get carded for cigs when i don't buy them.

life is truly a marvel. we meet whom we need to meet, don't we? the doc and i even talked about our panties. and she told me good things about her asian-latino friend, that he was always the favorite resident and he's not hard to look at. i didn't ask her about his knob, figuring she wouldn't know; she's been married for 20 years.

so, i'm thrilled and amazed at how life is unfolding.

about the cold floor he stood on in bare feet, my son said: 'it feels like the antartic.' where does he get his smarts?! must be from the mailman.

love y'all!
sweet dreams.
no zombies.
zzzzzzzz
rudy ru

[RudyB]

just got my own bac!

and now it's windy, raining, thundering, and lightenin. and that's fine with me.

nite nite.