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[Bruunhilde]

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Welcome back Rudy!

You're very fortunate to have such a wise and invested mother. I will heed those words too! I am focusing these days on manifesting financial security so I understand your fears and your worries. Love the fact you have these monied famous people around with creative lives who can probably help or connect with someone who can make use of the pink elephant house. Not that its pink actually.

Sorry to hear your friend has to leave, I'm sure its misery. :l

[windycitylady]

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Hey Rudy!
Sounds like you've got some great ideas! And you're acting on them! That's the most important part.
I'm so glad you have your mom. I think you know how important my family's been to me during all my struggles. We're very lucky. And we both know it, which is awesome.
I'm sorry your friend had to go back. I know how important that relationship's been to you. Any visits in the future planned?
Gonna try to bust out my rusty Spanish for you, forgive any mistakes.
Todo estara bien, no preoccupes. Tu eres una reigna muy fuerte! El mundo es tuyo!

[LadyLush]

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Rudy,

So how are things going! First day of Spring has to cheer you up. Back to school after break is tough.
Money is such a drain on our energy. Everything will be okay.

Rain, rain, rain here! But now 80's for the weekend!
Hope you are well!

Love ya,

LL:l

[Dosage0]

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Hey Rudy,

Glad to hear you found a sweet spot!

Dose

[SeRviceBep]

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In my opinion you commit an error. Let's discuss it. Write to me in PM, we will talk.

[Bruunhilde]

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Dang it Reggie, got me all excited to see Ru's thread up there. How are you doing? I see the hills are alive with the Sound of Music in your world!

[ifulovelife2]

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Say what? Rudykins back on MWO? Thought not, just some dopey spammer. Ahhhh well!

[LadyLush]

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And she would come back why? She made a BIG mistake and everyone took sides.
The wrong side; she should have never left.

LL

[LadyLush]

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I want you back. Bring it on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[redhead77]

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This 'spammer' has spammed Rudy's thread numerous times. He or she clearly has a love for Rudy. :h

LL, it's good to see you posting. I hope everything is going well for you. :l

Rudy, how about it? How's all of it going for you at this point?

[LadyLush]

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Hey Red,
I owe u umongous apologies! (Sp?, WTFC) ....
No one should ever get in the (our) way. :-) and I let it. So frickin' sorry..

I am on the Antabuse again. It "jump starts" me in to sobriety. I sold my house and have an 'uppity' apartment. I joined in a condo with my brother on the gulf, beautiful!
Counseling is great guys for those of us that can't find ourselves after escaping the bottle. It has saved me.
I have learned so much and how to deal with it.

I am sorry for any mean posts; I need you guys!

LL:l:l

[evieb73]

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evieb73

I am currently waiting for baclofen I have ordered off the internet and I guess have lots of questions and fear as I feel this is something I am holding great store in. It feels good to be doing something that may help me towards a solution.
I worked for 9 years as a drug and alcohol counsellor and for the most part enjoyed heavy drinking although aware of it's limitations until I encountered a number of awful life events 3 years ago and anxiety went off the scale. I carried on drinking for a while then 2 1/2 years ago I went to rehab. I lasted 8 weeks in rehab and another 8 weeks out not drinking but my partner was a heavy drinker and I soon returned to drinking.
I walked out of this abusive relationship last March and started going to AA, after a few months of relapsing I managed to stay sober for 9 months but continued to experience shocking anxiety, problems with isolating myself and ended up going off sick from work from Feb to August this year. I drank again in March and in May, stayed sober again after that for 5 months but again miserable had a 4 day binge last week!! I feel the anxiety sits with me like Dr Armesien identified even when I am doing swimming, yoga, going to AA meetings and am back working again!! It is a daily battle at best and at worst a living hell. I used to be a very functioning alcoholic, working, heavy socialising and enjoying outdoor and family life, now I feel socially quiet, isolated and like a failure in AA...........i feel like i am out of last resorts! I was psychologically as opposed to physically dependent on alcohol and with this am worried that baclofen won't have the same success.
I have read Dr As book which I bought and identified with 2 years ago despite this I tried the spiritual sober route. I have tried antidepressants, pregabalin and am currently on an antidepressant, buspirone and sometimes benzos. I spend a lot of time on my own and after my last 4 day binge last week I have not been back to AA, I find it makes me feel more anxious and fearful and stigmatised and because there is so much going on in my head I find keeping it in the day and talking about myself soooooo difficult. AA has left me more confused and guilty and lost than ever.
I am hopeful that baclofen will help my anxiety and perhaps even then allow me to productively engage with AA. I have a first appointment with a psychologist on Tuesday. I have a 1 to 3 week wait before the baclofen arrives. Would v much appreciate any feedback, particularly how baclofen helped you re motivation, obsessional thinking, low self worth and fear!
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[idefineme]

bump...looks like a great thread to read ... it's on my list. I wish people felt comfortable enough to enter their journeys these days. Maybe we can turn this around.....