Biggest thing that is pissing me off is that I am still not drinking at the times I want to. IE I want to be AF most of the time, and let my hair down just a little when there is a band I want to go and see etc. Instead I'm drinking my quota when the urge takes me, not the special occasion.
Conclusion is this;
I haven't yet regained control, but would say I have massively reduced the harm alcohol was doing to my life. Also I am having to exert some will power with my drinking, and it's the times I let my guard down that I do drink too much.
Action;
Keep on taking nal WHENEVER I drink and keep believing it will work.
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