In my opinion, it is wise and responsible for certain professionals to urge caution in titrating up beyond 80-100mg, since there are obviously some psychological and physical risks at higher doses. Functioning smoothly is not so important to me at the moment, because I?m at a fairly leisurely point in my life, but I am worried about having some kind of psychotic episode. When I get to 80mg, I I?ll probably conclude it?s worth the risk, but we?ll see.
Thanks ne The smilies are the main reason I started taking this drug and I was devastated yesterday when I couldn?t work out how to use them. And, I like the way you write- it?s got flare! Rudy B- I?m filled with admiration by the fact that you manage to turn up to school sober at 7:30: I think I would need a few pints of vodka to face a whole bunch of teenagers in the morning. And yea- there is something horrible about being drunk during the day, in a completely inappropriate situation: when I left the exam I was worried I would trip up in front of everybody. I?m glad you guys have dealt with the somnolence. RudyB and Bleep- I?m not sure about the exam- don?t get my results for a while, but I?m not holding out much hope. It?s a notoriously difficult paper- even for the sober, mega savants on my course. Why I am I studying Chinese- well, when I looked down at the paper and saw those wierd symbols snaking across my visison, I wondered the same thing. I know I probably shouldn?t assume to jump in like I know you guys- but I?ve read the thread for a couple of weeks and its feels like I do, so please forgive me for my over confidence. Lady Lush- compared to some of the things I said to my ex-girlfriend- your last post seemed postively rational, but please be nice- you sounded so cool before.
Murph- you may, of course, call me Theo, and I wish I?d thought of Teddy- better to sound fruity than incredibly pretentious- Theodore?!?. Where did that come from?- ah- I think it suits me. Still, I?d rather get it out of my system now, and avoid giving a name like that to my future son. I would have been happy to lurk among the goat shagging jokes, but I don?t want to clog up your thread. Slack knob syndrome seems to have improved today, but it was a bitch while it lasted; you sit an exam drunk, go out to comfort yourself, regale a beautiful Estonian woman with drunken wit and caddish charm, get her back to your flat, feel very pleased with yourself, and then? slack knob, slack knob, slack knob:upset:. Fun Fun Fun!
Again, thanks so much for this forum- I?m sure I?m going to need it when my side effects start to get really funky- and how?s everybody doing? Also, a question to you long term drinkers- how, on earth did you/do you do it??? I?ve been drinking for a week straight, for the first time in my life, and my body feels absolutely fucked! I can?t imagine living beyond the age of thirty at this rate. Also, I know no one here is qualified to give medical advice, but if I should face some hefty withdrawal symptoms, and I wanted to get treated as an outpatient, what would be the best way to go about that? I just don?t want to end up in A&E or any other hospital ward for hours/days on ends, freaking out under some fluorescent lights, listening to someone who?s been hit by a car- driven probably by a drunk driver- and who needs medical attention far more than I do (because I?m such a good person)? Damn, I?m a full time alkie- so glad I?ve found some support. And, by the way, I like Teddy, lets go for Teddy:H
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