I am currently 8months clean off of crack cocaine and heroin, just got out of prison on monday and I am determined to stay clean, but the problem is that i have a lingering desire to use now that is a feeling i felt many a time before and I have been battling addiction for a long time and it usually led me straight back to daily use (or near as dammit). I hate cravings. i want to be clean but yet i still crave?
I conciously want to stay clean BUT
my desire hasnt gone away.
my desire is a feeling NOT A THOUGHT
it isnt reasonable.
I know that addiction is bad for me and has screwed up my life, its not like i havent relised that before now.
But its shit having to live with that annoying craving in my body even though my mind wants to stay clean my body desires it.
Can you understand me!
I have stayed clean for 3years before in the past and now 8months, struggling each and every day with cravings, the cravings RUIN my life, until it gets to the point where i just go 'fuck it' i cant live with the turmoil and distress of constantly craving something i dont want to take.
I have had countless detoxes, worked steps Na shite, Rational REcovery (best one so far), hypnosis, acupuncture, CBT, u name it.
Does this Baclofen really work and will it work on someone like me? Any former cocaine/crack/opiate addicts out there that have tried and been successful with this drug?
Please let me know, it sounds too good to be true, what sorts of side effects can i expect?
cheers
rich
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