Some of you know me and some I see are new. I lurk and post when I can which, due to my occupation is not often possible but I feel I have something to say here.
If you look back through my posts, I have complained as much or more than most Bac SE sufferers. It was almost a deal breaker for me. Even more so was the thought of titrating to 200mg or higher when I was struggling at 50 or 60mg. I knew there was no way I could ever go up much more to reach ‘the switch’ so I reached a fork in the road. I either had to quit bac all together and go back to my life that for me surely meant an untimely death, probably in a year’s time if not less -OR- see if I can find a tolerable dose that could reduce my al intake but where I could still function despite the nasty SE’s.
My first day on Bac was 2/18/11, that’s 5-1/2 months ago and I have not been intoxicated once since. This is a huge success for me considering that my life before 2/18 consisted of being drunk EVERY SINGLE day for more than a decade (at least 10 years, maybe 15, I don’t remember exactly).
For me, the key has been not taking more bac than my body could stand in order to reach a switch that I may or may not ever reach but instead to titrate to the dosage that my body COULD tolerate (keeping in mind that everyone is different), and stay there indefinitely. At this point, I don’t feel like I need to go up or down, especially considering that once one reaches the switch they have to titrate back down and stay on a maintenance dose anyway so what’s the point of putting your body through more hell than necessary? I don’t want to make it sound like it’s been easy. I will always have a potential problem with al and I know I will need to stay on bac in order to maintain success but with the right dosage - which for me is just 75mg - I have so far found a way to reap the benefits and moderate while tolerating the SE’s.
I'm so glad that you shared your experience, I think it's a really important one. I consider not plunging into the abyss a success.
I'd like to copy it on the success thread, or ask you to do it, if you don't mind. It might save some lives, John.
https://www.mywayout.org/community/f2...fen-47958.html
Congratulations! And take good care.
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