I haven't been through all posts yet, but I thought I would chronicle my journey.
Last week I went to see my GP and told her EVERYTHING - so fucking vulnerable when my main message is " I can't lose my job because of this" - who gave me a whole lot of guilt and grief; wouldn't do any LFTs, and gave me a phone # to call for an "addiction evaluation"...hello! I or my husband could tell you I have a big fat alcohol problem. I had an appt. with her this week to have a melanoma removed and she opened her big mouth and asked my husband about it - he blew a gasket - she was pissed that I hadn't quit drinking once I walked into her office the week prior and asked for help - I've been trying to quit for 30 years and she thinks I can quit for a month magically because I asked for help and am waiting to be evaluated? She is negligent. I took things into my own hands and this site.
Called Dr. Levin. Nice chat where he said unequivocably that if I follow his regimen I will lose the interest in drink. I'm going to try it. I'm going to start by doing whatever he says. No questions asked for now.
I had to drive 1.5 hrs to a Walgreens pharmacy; they questioned me pretty harshly;would n't fill the first months RX of 178 pills because insurance wouldn't pay - asked me how many pills I take a day because they will only rx 80 mg..., but they tippy-toed and I didn't know that until I got home..only have 3 weeks worth. I don't know what Dr. Levin said, but this is the first time the pharmacist acted scared - no asking if I had questions about the rx, nothing. I found it a depressing transaction; not over yet, and I have yet to pop pill 1.
thanks everyone! I feel that even if you don't care, I can write my experience here for you to take or leave.
I fucking have to stop drinking. This shit is ridiculous.
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